AHH. dizzy.dizzydizzydizzy. how come i get dizzy when nothing at all happens. rawr. maybe some of you rmbr the last time i felt dizzy for no reason. yeah, pictures started MOVING. so wad ever will happen this time. eurgh. how in the world can i muggg like this..? somre more bio lah. ive spent the past half hour or so trying desperately to get something into this useless good-for-nothing head of mine. obviously not working..

i want to SLEEP. too bad thats freaking sleeping prob i has also limits me frm sleeping too early or i cant get to sleep and i end up sleeping damn late. =/ SLEEP. and think about nothing else but sleep. unfortunately thats not the case.

screw insensitivity. mine and others'. sometimes u dont know how much it hurts. prove my existence indeed. i was getting along with everything fine. i accepted it, and then you happened. <-(on a sidenote, a walk to remember is nice) maybe it would have been better if i chose the other road. and our paths never met. i guess im just not good enough. and yirong i guess this is rather emo cuz i am having rather suicidal thoughts

huh. i read it thru. and i dint sound emo at all. in fact, i sounded random. but i am definitely not feeling very random.