HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO PEOPLE :D im back im back!! missed me? oh of course you did~! :DD ah nvm. who am i kidding anyway x) well the last few days were kinda busy and i dint really have the mood to blog so i dint blog lor. hee. seems like i need a mood for everything. including running. yeah, if next year's napfa im not in the running mood ah, shure die le. heheh.

okay. about todayy. initially wanted to go with hj and waye back to tns but SOME bloody idiot had to make there be guides for recruits. so ah well. but anyways, i watched the RJC vs HCJC match for NETBALL :D YAY WE ROCKED. the gs was so so sosososososo PRO. grahh. its like she catches almost every ball andand she jumps so damn high andand she somehow manages to stretch wayway back to get the ball. hrmpp. i wish i could do that. they won champs FIRST time in TWENTYTHREE years mann! omgomgomg :D and some more they won by ELEVEN points. pro right. toldja so ;)

by the way. i am UNDERWEIGHT. shit lah. i have to eat more. i ate a lot for lunch x) a burger and 1/2 a plate of spaghetti. heheh. I DUN WANNA BE UNDERWEIGHT KAYYYY. shit lah. i mean being overweight is worse, but id much rather be normal weight than UNDERweight. like sab. lucky her. according to my calculator, my appropiate weight (100%) is like 57kg?!?! i have to gain SIX more okay. its not exactly very easy since i dun wanna get fat. the weight i gain should be MUSCLE MASS and not FAT. and also being underweight kind of means i dun have much muscles anyway. like today simone tried to teach me the hard pushups and i like did 2 and my arms were quite trembly already. bleh.

you know what. i like chocolate. this year i shall eat more chocolate so i wont be underweight anymore. wahah. those rjc ppl are very muscly. grah. so is SIMONE and KELLY and ONGCHENGJING. pf. maybe i should start not slacking. hehe.

okay you know what, i gotta prepare my with great pleasure poems so i rly shouldnt be wasting time now and i gotta find my lit tea poem. lucky tmr's an aesthetics day or i think id be staying up quite late.. yay x)
you know what i want, and i got what you need.heheh. yirongg.. ;) btw she pronounces it as chivaLry., not shivery or something x) what kind of 6 year old are you... i havent forgotten the blue tack thing also hor.. sighs.



im feeling rather pissed. because of a certain someone. a certain someone who thinks im supposed to do everything for her and expects my world to revolve around her or something. i have my feelings too, in case you didnt know. its not always all about you you and you. i need my space too. i cant believe i ever liked you that much before. gee i get pissed rather easily these days. dammit. what the hell is wrong with me.