well. what can i say. nothing. i cant believe my results lorh. i studied. i really did. i studied alot. i have no idea what happened. to think that i was actually one of the best in class for english in tao nan. sheesh. i failed. 19/40. twas just one more mark. i could have made it. i know i oculd have made it. if only i had read the summary question properly. i put in so many irrelevant points. im disappointed with myself.

and history. i studied a lot too. i studied it more than any sunject, except maybe geog and bio(which i know im going to fail). well. i barely passed. lowest in class summore. 8/14. at this rate im going to fail everything. if i do so badly at humanities subjects, and i'm simply no good at sciences, even if i study, well, im going to flunk everything, wont i?

to prove how lousy i was feeling, you can ask joan from 112. i was practically stoning during guitar lorh. i just sat there. looking straight ahead. in a "vegetable-like stupor". stonestonestone. i just hope my dad doesnt kill me.

hmm my aunt just told me that my cousin was one of the lowest in class in sec1 when he was in RI but in sec 3 and 4 he almost topped the level. pro lorh. i doubt i can accomplish the same feat.

oh btw, on a random note, sherry and yirong's netball seniors are all super tall. o.o gosh i feel so short when i see them. and sherry and yirong and rachel shall not tiptoe when i am around.


it hit me hard. so hard. it hurt. and i fell. hard. i havent gotten up since. i do hope i have enough strength to get up. and when i do get up, i'll keep running. i wont stop running. not until i reach the end. i might falter here and there. but i wont complain. i might fall again. but i will pick myself up. i wont stop trying. i wont give up. i dont want to disappoint myself; not living up to my expectations. all i want to do is to reach the end.