ah.

see. i post. for once. finally.

but im soooooo pissed. pissedpissedpissed.

NUMBER ONE:

because of training. somebody didnt bother to give me my time. wth lorh.
i keep shouting, "JIAO LIAN! WO DE SHI JIAN! JIAO LIAN!"
she walked away.

how rude.

just because i dont swim competitively anymore doesnt mean i dont want my time. i want my time. AND you put me in LANE ZERO. what's so bad about that? ITS GOT NO DARNDED PLUNGING BOARD. how do you expect me to swim fast during the sprints lorhh. and why didnt you give me my time, might i ask? OH. because im slow and you need to move on and start the next set of sprints? well, lemmi tell you something. THAT, i can forgive, but on the last set, YOU DIDNT GIVE ME MY TIME. im in the LAST GROUP. i called you, but you just walked away, giving MORE ATTENTION to the faster swimmers. and immediately after that, you gave a TWO MINUTE WATER BREAK. what's the point lorh.. go training waste time only. i shouldnt have gone in the first place... could have been doing the math PT that i've only done halfway..

NUMBER TWO:

WELL. while i was training, somebody was EATING BISCUITS. in my room. not scared get scolded right? because someone's not home right? just because he went fishing right? well. IM NOT HAPPY. selfish, stubbborn, ignorant, stuck-up pig who doesnt listen to what's right for him and who recently started saying the "F" word. who aclls me "bossy". excuse me. but might i remind you that you dont seem to be studying for your PSLE and your class doesnt seem to be one of the best. its the.. what? did i hear wrong? no, im shure i didnt. THIRD BEST FROM THE GEP. lousiest record in the whole family. all these years, everyone who went to taonan was either in the BEST, SECOND BEST OR GEP. loser. and still say youre smarter than me.. BUT, I DIGRESS. YOU ate the BISCUITS, and left the WRAPPER in MY ROOM. fine, so its not mine, but I SLEEP THERE. just like that. thinking im gonna pick up after you? YOU THOUGHT WRONG.

NUMBER THREE:

so. because i got so pissed, i slammed the door. not on purpose. not by accident either. it was.. more of.. an unconscious thing i did. and, well, somebody heard it. AND SCOLDED ME. so i told her why i was unhappy. and she scolded him and he started swearing at me and asking what's my problem. STOP SWAERING AND JUST PICK UP YOUR BISCUIT WRAPPER LAH.. so he asked me, "whats your problem?" in that bu4 nai4 fan2 kind of way. so i sort of shouted (out of frustration, i might add), "its your problem! who ask you leave the biscuit wrapper there?" and THEN, SHE scolded ME for screaming. and said, "wo3 zui4 bu4 xi3 huan1 ting1 ren2 jia1 zhe4 yang4 han3. te4 bie2 shi4 nv3 hai2 zi3." so i asked, "wo3 zen3 yang4??" and then she IMITATED ME. and because i shouted in english, well, she doesnt understand english does she, so she thought i was just screaming words of nonsense.

seems like i have no right, do i? no one LISTENS to ME. IM THIRTEEN YEARS OLD. surely im responsible enough. surely i have the right to tell you YOU SHOULD START STUDYING. surely you can all listen to me for once, can you?


sad to say, the answer happens to be NO.