i feel so freaking useless. i dont deserve to be in rgs at all. i should go to some.. siglap secondary school or something. mrs loh asked us to write the reflection on what would happen if i didnt exist yes? well frankly, i dont think the world would miss me much.

so netball has another sec1. im shure they'll do fine (or even better) without me. im shure my parents would like not having a freaking daughter daoing them and storming away almost every single time. im shure my bro would do just fine without someone hogging to com all the time. and for my friends, well, technically nobody can miss a person they never knew even existed. so 113 doesnt have me. so what? they still have chengjing and all the other marvellous people.