Wednesday, July 18, 2007
its times like these when i feel so damn freaking useless. like people come to me and say blablablablablablablabla therefore i am so troubled/worried/pissed/emo-ing whatever. and me? i dont know what to do at all. not a clue. after all, i didnt go thru it. i didnt feel that feeling. i didnt experience all those things. i cant even find the words to console (?) them. so here i am, at a loss for words, feeling like the stupidest person on earth. sometimes i wish i were really that much more fluent with words. it would most defnitely save me from those moments, feeling really bad and wanting to kick yourself as hard as you can. cuz somehow, as hard as you try, the words just dont seem to form, they dont seem to come out.
bla i should stop this bloody procrastinating.
