wow just when i thought i had everything all worked out properly, i have to find out that there's something wrong with it.

i can't possibly join swimming next year. why? because nobody can send me to training. who else is there? my grandmother can't drive (she can barely walk now), my dad's at work, my aunt is being forced to move out. i could walk there, but that would be a waste of half an hour. and sec 2 is going to be so much busier than sec 1. =/

then i could always change to CSC. but that'd be worse because i dont know anybody from CSC with the exception of one, but she daos me, so. and anyway i dont know the coaches there. but that's no big deal because the coaches at SSC dont like me either. and SSC is bias against chinese coaches. one had to move to another club. one went to china. and another one got downgraded to teaching beginners. pfffft. just because they're not very good at english. they're still very good coaches.

sheesh.