:D yesterday was a fun day. mainly cuz i dint spend much of it on msn.


i went to east coast park with my family! (and ate macs cuz my sis would wail and wail and wail forever if we dint bleh.) after that they wanted to go to the beach! but, of course, being the total loner that doesnt have a social life and seriously needs to get one and all, i decided to go for a 2 hour cycle up and down the length of east cost park. i never noticed how beautiful the beach really was. i mean its kinda hard to do that when there are throngs of people all around you (; i went to the farfar ends where there are like veryvery extremely little people and you can just sing your lungs out without anybody hearing you :D which i did. hehehe.

there was this really cool foresty place and i just got off the bike and stood there in the middle of everything for like.. 5minutes? somethings wrong with me manzx. i tell you, buildings ruin everything. and i went to the very remote breakwater place waye brought me to last time where there were alot of big rubbbish bin looking things x)

and i think i saw a kingfisher manzx x) its like blue and yellow and has a sharp beak and i went home and googled kingfisher and it looked exactly like that. but i have no idea whether kingfishers live in singapore (i kinda doubt it ><) so well yeah. somethings wrong with me. im becoming chao lonerish. for example i have an increasing urge to lock myself in my room and do nothing all day. go figure. being a loner is good. you dont think about troubling stuff. all you do is stay in your room and think happy thoughts. ooh its so tempting. AH SOMETHINGS WRONG YOU SEE. i'll start appearing offline on msn soon. then i'll stop coming online altogether. nobody gets high with me anymore. nobody talks about fun stuff already, i dont feel part of the world anymore, like so unimportant. and above everythign else my social life is going down the drain. heh im rambling, am i not X)

TOMORROW. i shall go to the library and borrow books. then read all the books and hopefully not go on msn too much. hoho i told you something's wrong with me X) and no, im not feeling emo right now, therefore this isnt an emo post! ha!

as the 98.7 DJ raven or something like that says, "are loners losers?" the answer is, YESSSSS.
hehehe.

Make me a blessing, O Savior I pray,
Make me a blessing to someone today.
i need to feel that somebody needs my presence right now.