AHH stress.

there's so much to do. but i'm very thankful that we got in for CmPS because i really won't have anymore time to do another proposal (either for RS or CmPS) otherwise.

and now i'm struggling with my linear graphs D: which is the first topic i'm having problems with for math (i was very bad at graphs last year) oh no everyone else in class knew the answers to the questions ms sim was asking but i didnt undertand so i went home and read my textbook but i still didnt understand and my cousin's in NS now so he can't help me and my other cousin who can help me is doing his A levels this year so i really dont want to disturb him. didja know its a sec 4 topic. now we won't have anything to do for math when we're sec 4. free blocks! and this paragraph makes it look like i have problems with english.

and physics PT OH NO physics PT i dont know what to do for physics PT jinni gave me her idea so i guess i'll do that but i don't know where to get food colouring (jinni told me that you can find them in supermarkets but that's what you get when in your entire life you've only been to a supermarket less than 15 times) her idea sorta reminds me of what mr chan showed us in P4. i thought it was pretty cool and now i realise its got something to do with density. YAY JINNI.

and now there's lit PT which is due one week after physics but i don't know what rawiri wears. meijun says rawiri is modern. so i just wear t-shirt and bermudas or something, eh. sounds quite cool but where're we gonna do the photoshoot thing. HJ's house? but when and she's got OM on saturday so.

and there's lit SA tomorrow i didn't realise that until late last night GOSHH. but i got 18 for the first FA and 15 for the 2nd one so i shouldn't be too bad but last year i got 17 for my first FA and then i went and got 13 for the SA. -.- then i never got above 16 after that. not even for my FAs. which we brought home to do. but i like lit i'm definitely gonna take it next year.

and why oh why aren't we doing anything for SL NOTHING IS HAPPENING does that mean we won't get any SL hours gah when's our next CLE lesson we need to put up something QUICK.

i haven't STARTED ON MY HOMEWORK. friday i slacked. but that's justified! i was gonna do my work over the weekend. BUT i cut and pasted and folded over saturday and sunday, and i did the proposal for CmPS last night and now i have 1 hour left before training. i think i can finish english in that time. but math how D: i hate linear graphs.

OH CRUD there's s&d tomorrow. stupid stupid questions. i haven't asked anyone. i shall ask my brothers. i shall ask my cousin. i shall ask myself. then i shall go to school and ask more people. then i'll have around.. ah well more than 5 anyway.

all these things are looming up ahead and i'm afraid i won't get A for my 2.4 again. or worse get C or D. WHAT HAPPENED D: i was doing 7 minutes plus for 1.6 in P6. urgh.