OW I BIT MY LIP.
aaaah. pain.

steph: "how come youre so optimistic, sherry! how can you be!"
well truth is, im not.
ha, simple as that. x) i just pretend to be.

i think i ought to be more happy. after all, compared to many other people my life would rock.
take chris, i cant imagine what itd be like to be her. to live in the shadows of her siblings for forever. her whle family'd be scolding her if she doesnt do well la! and their standards are really high too. poor soul. my parents probably wouldnt bother even if i failed. id just say "oh this paper very hard, alot of other people failed too" and theyd let me off the hook. or steph, what with basketball and jap and om. so stressful. or dionne, with choir and jap and pb. id totally break down and curl up into a miserable ball and cry every night and like, die.

so yeah. i ought to be happier. and stone less. and moodswing less.
its still awfully saddening though.

happy day before your birthday, sab. i shall do a post about you tomorrow. not like youll ever read it but that doesnt matter. :D