Monday, March 17, 2008
tomorrow is going to be my be-sociable-and-unstone-and-talk-to-people-instead-of-staring-out-into-space day. cause i stoned too much today and i have to make up for it tomorrow.
hee.
and i want my room back. i need it back. i need my blanky back. desperately. my sleep last night was terrible. i woke up like a gazillion times during the night. GAH. I WANT MY BLANKY BACK. ):
crying before you sleep is a badbad idea. like, your nose gets all runny and blocked, then you wont be able to sleep, then youd have alot of thoughts in your head, then you wont be able to sleep, and the tears dry up on your face cause theres aircon, so youd worry about how youd look the next day, and YOU WONT BE ABLE TO SLEEP. x)
focusing on nothing helps when you run. (: i guess you would call that unfocused. but i just stare blankly at the sky and run and run and run and run and hopefully i finish the rounds soon enough. x)
heehee. goodbye world. im sleepy. i still miss my blanky. T________T i hope there isnt any homework due tomorrow cause i havent done any.
one moment its as if youre such a great friend, the next moment you treat me like some insignificant little thing, or your worst enemy, and you flare up for the tiniest things i do. then the next day you say youre sorry again. i know i dont really get angry or annoyed often, but im human, man. ahh ignore this im being stupid again. D: