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Tuesday, April 29, 2008

im sad.
1. i couldnt go eat ben and jerrys today. everyone else in the world went. even my sister dammit. ive only eaten ben and jerrys twice in my miserable life. and everyone had fun eating ice cream when i wasnt. ):
2. im going to fail physics. dont try to cheer me up or anything. cause it wont help. cause i know my standard and i know i AM going to fail.
3. my shuo ming wen is fucking screwed up. i cant write. but jiayi at least i didnt need to use your snoopy tissues and like cry in front of everybody.
4. history is so dead. i dont know how to link, dont know how to PEEL properly, dont know how to phrase properly, heck i havent even memorised the points!
5. my mom is caning my brother right now. he so deserves it. i, however, do not deserve to hear all his stupid screaming. not like it hurts so bad right. idiot. told you to do your homework, dont want to do huo gai lah.
6. i dont have im yours by jason mraz in my itunes and youtube doesnt have the repeat function.
7. i havent felt like hugging anyone in ages.
8. i dont know what im thinking now. i thnk im stupid. i think im oversensitive. i think i think too much. or maybe im in denial or something
9. huijie youll read this and ask why i didnt come tell you again but thing is i dont know how to so i dont.
10. i get bullied too much and i dont do anything about it. im not even sure i want to do anything about it.
11. im losing the ability to express myself effectively.
12. above everything else, there's still that expectation of me that i have to live up to. as in, the being happy and cheerful and crazily high all the time one. so even when im sad i have to either not show it or get over it quick. or people'd know theres something wrong with me and get all concerned and i dont like that cause it makes me feel like crying even more.
13. this post wouldnt make a difference to anybody at all.
14. i still want ben and jerrys.

dad:"you must smile more! always not smiling one, nobody want to talk to you. also ah, when you talk to people cannot just give monosyllablic replies, you must learn to express yourself! dont just say no, talk abit more! you also cannot be so rude, if you say ya la ya la to people all the time, they wouldnt like you right!"

dude, its just to you. i dont do that to anyone else.