TURN IT UP
ITS FIVE MINUTES TO MIDNIGHT
I CANT GET ENOUGH
SHAKING ME UP
TURN IT UP
ALRIGHT, AT FIVE MINUTES TO MIDNIGHT
YOU SEE OUR NAMES IN CITY LIGHTS
WE'LL MAKE THE CLOCK STOP
MAKE YOUR HEART DROP
AND COME ALIVE
:D

how come i get the whole june holidays to reflect ): ahh i really wanted to be vicecapt but nevermind. shouldn't dwell on it.

i've been pretty much wasting every day away. i haven't done any work D: but i found my table of valencies! :D i thought i'd lost it forever! yeah despite all that i'm anticipating the start of school. i feel so lonely and bored at home, dare i say lost?

did i mention how limited my mp3 is? i started listening to it this morning and i've already finished listening to all the songs in it D: and it pmses too. shtoopidsh mp3.

sunday, sunday, SUNDAY! :D

hahahahah damn i wanna watch horton
horton
horton
hears
a who!
:D

i love dr seuss. i have to admit. ahahah.

plus the a who part reminds me of that shel silverstein poem.
i believe chengjing posted it on the blog like ages and ages and ages and ages ages ages ages ago.
nevermind, ill just refresh your memories.
i think shel silverstein is the best poet ever.
i mean, the rest of them are all morbid and depressed and well. emokids.
shel silverstein is the only cool one. :D
hm. besides dr seuss, if hes considered a poet.
after all, his books DO rhyme. :D

The Meehoo with an Exactlywatt by Shel Silverstein

Knock knock!
Who's there?
Me!
Me who?

That's right!
What's right?
Meehoo!
That's what I want to know!

What's what you want to know?
Me, WHO?
Yes, exactly!
Exactly what?
Yes, I have an Exactlywatt on a chain!

Exactly what on a chain?
Yes!
Yes what?
No, Exactlywatt!

That's what I want to know!
I told you - Exactlywatt!
Exactly WHAT?
Yes!
Yes what?

Yes, it's with me!
What's with you?
Exactlywatt - that's what's with me.
Me who?
Yes!

GO AWAY!

Knock knock...

its the best poem ever. :D

yesterday was an awfully boring day. end of story.

today wasnt much better.
uh, went for training today.
I SAW DIONNE. x)
we played games for almost the entire training.
then.. went to plaza sing with yirong and jas and jodi cause jas wanted to buy felt. :D
spotlight stuff are all uber expensive.
um, then jas ditched us (after everything weve gone through for her!)
so we ate lunch at kfc cause it was cheap.
JODI OWES ME $2.65!
somebody remind me that someday.
"hey you know just now the barney just talked!"
"omg yirong youre hallucinating! are you okay do you wanna go see the doctor or something!"
"no seriously, you ask jas!"
-jas nods her head-
"oh no not you too jas!"

okay gah bye my bro's taking over the com now. D:

i dont like me.

It starts with
One thing, I dont know why
It doesnt even mather how hard you try

All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down till the end of the day
Clock ticks life away

Its so unreal
You didnt look out below,
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on
Didnt even know, I wasted it all

I kept everything inside
And even though I tried
It all fell apart
What its meant to be
Will eventually be,
A memory of a time,

When I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end, it doesnt even matter
I had to fall, to lose it all
But in the end, it doesnt even matter

bsh. :/

gosh one packet of starburst in singapore is 9bucks O_O my bro wants me to get a gazillion of them in australia.
ive tried them before, very nice meh?

SMO (2 days late) was quite easy! compared to last year's. i did 10 open-ended questions okay :D last year i only did 7. and then i went home and solved another 4 problems (within 20 minutes!) so i'm quite pissed for not solving them during the competition. but it wasn't my fault D: i was very distracted!

the air-con was super cold even though i had my jacket on and i really needed the toilet. seriously. i couldn't concentrate. hence, i wrote an ode to the toilet on my rough paper. and i did lots of other things. except the paper. nooo D: and next year will be senior paper, which is so much harder, gah.

and i want RA ):

i sold all my guitar concert tickets :D but people haven't paid me yet.

i'm so bored at home who wants to go library/ cycling at east coast park / watch movie / anything

hoho i shall do this with my limited range of songs on my laptop now. (like, 80% is hillsong stuff. -.-)

Put your music player on shuffle and answer these questions with its title

YOU
What is your town like?
- there is nothing like, hillsong united
theres nothing like it man. :D

What mood are you in?
- more than life, hillsong united
I WANT MORE THAN LIFE.

How's your love life?
- all i need is you, hillsong united
all i need is him? o.O

What will you grow up to be?
- SOS, jonas brothers
OH OH maybe ill be one of those people flying around in cool helicopters helping people stranded on islands! x)

What are you afraid of?
- salvation is here, hillsong united
okay, this is totally wrong. wrong. wrong.

Best place you have ever been?
- youre not alone, saosin
anywhere i have all my awesome friends. :D

What do you first think about in the morning?
- deeper, hillsong united
feel like going into deeper sleep? heh.

LIFE
What was your birth like?
- hit the floor, thousand foot krutch
OUCH. so now i know how come i have negative brain cells. x)

How did you feel about life in the early years?
- forever, hillsong united
wanted it to last forever. :/

What was your first crush like?
- love enough, hillsong united
self explanatory. (:

Your worst fears?
- one thing, hillsong united
hahahah. one thing WHICH IM NOT TELLING YOU! x)

Your dream job as a child?
- the stand, hillsong united
somebody who stands around all day?

What will your first job be?
- voice of truth, casting crowns
THE VOICE OF TRUTH! :D hm. maybe a lawyer. o.o i dont wanna be a lawyer.

How will your first love be?
- you, hillsong
he will be YOU. x)

Favorite hobby?
- dare you to move, david cook
daring? moving? this doesnt make sense.

Something you HATE?
- for all who are to come, hillsong
ah this is stupid. x)

Something you love?
- im not ashamed, hillsong
not being ashamed!

Your wedding will be like?
- love them like jesus, casting crowns
everybody will love us like jesus does. :D

How will you die?
- its so simple, saosin
hahaha. in a simple way.

What have people thought about you?
- devotion, hillsong
umm.. im... devoted? o.o

THE THINGS AROUND YOU
Your clothes are like?
- hurt, thousand foot krutch
no comment.

Your hair is like?
- what the world will never take, hillsong united
ha, ha.

Your smile is like?
- all day, hillsong united
i smile all day. :D

Your school is like?
- bury your head, saosin
hahahah everybody starts burying their head in frustration cause we all dont know how to do HOMEWORK. x)

Your favorite drink is like?
- hello, david cook
um. O_O

Your favorite food is like?
- some sense of security, saosin
hahahah something that isnt poisoned!

Your humor is like?
- in the mystery, hillsong
MYSTERIOUS. whoooooooooo.

omg this quiz is so rubbish. there are only like a total of 5 bands in the whole thing. x)

quizzzzzz.

#1 yirong! thirdlangbuddy
#2 jodi! only person to whom i reply letters.
#3 banana! groupbuddy! :D but soon not to be.
#4 denise! ha. ha. ha.
#5 chengjing! blogbuddy.
#6 sakeenah! screamy person. extremely amusing. x)
#7 kevin(chan)! crazy retarded person.
#8 waye
#9 oh yeah. jinghan buddy! x)
#10 zhiwen! HIGHLY
#11 umm.. juanda? TOMANDJERRYbuddy x)
#12 steph! math&aestheticsbuddy!
#13 jae! completelyinsane.seriously. x)
#14 dionne. ahahahahahaha.nocomment.
#15 jieru! songsupplier! x)
#16 DIANE! :D :D :D
#17 kelly!
#18 chael :D
#19 clara!208 person who likes to call me paka. :/
#20 ben

How did you meet 14(dionne)?
this year, term 2, when we had to sit next to each other. (and survive the long school hours together) i still remember how scared i was that i was sitting next to a pit. ha. ha. x)

What will you do if you don't meet 1(yirong)?
id be very sadddddd. cause thered be one less spaz person in my life and i wouldnt have a thirdlang+netball+skyrunner buddy anymore. :/

What if 9 (jinghan) and 20 (ben) dated?
hahahhahahahahahahhahahahahahahahaha.
this is too funny.
hes like what, one and a half heads shorter or something? o.o

Will 6 (sakeenah) and 17 (kevin) date?
HAHAHAHA. lets just say hes not her type. x)

Describe 3 (banana).
TOTALLY SPASTIC, SICK, and whathaveyou. awesome person to have childish fights with, and then make up with like half an hour later. oh and play random games during boring lessons too. :D

Is 8(waye) attractive?
weeelllllllll. no comment?

Decribe 7 (kevin).
likes simple plan (YAY) um, likes to talk about stupid stuff. has as huge an ego as i do. x)

Know any of 12 (steph)'s family?
yeah! when i went to her house yesterday my brother (john) and her mom and her cat was at home. x) her bro's p6 by the way. and she says hes nice. this is so bloody unfair.

What will you do if 18 (chael) broke up?
depends on whether shes sad or not. if shes sad then cheer her up lah. if not then.. nothing? :D

What language does 15 (jieru) speak?
english! chinese! rubbish language! :D

Who is 9 (jinghan) going out with?
uhh, sheena. according to her. x)

How old is 16 (diane)?
14, no fair. everybodys older than me.

When was the last time you spoke to 13 (jae)?
ummm... sometimes during the myas. O_O

Who is 2 (JODI)'s fav singer/band?
um, probablyo ne of those chinese people ive never ever heard of and probably never will. But recently she's been all "Click Five" and everything. O.o

Will you ever like 4 (denise)?
this is incredibly hard to say.

Will you ever date 1 (yirong)?
not counting on it. O_O

Is 19 single (clara)?
i suppose so. unless shes in some secret relationship i dont know about. O.o

What's 10 (jinghan)'s last name?
SAME AS MINE! (in chinese, that is.) in english its lau though. hmph.
liew is much better. hah.
liew jing han.
okay somehow that doesnt quite stick.

Will you ever be in a relationship with 11 (juanda)?
NO! nonono NO NONONO NON NO NONO NONO
GOSH, NO!
hes just a nice childish person (like me)
in terms of height..
noway.
seriously, when i get a boyfriend, hed most likely be taller than me. x)

What's the school of 3 (banana)?
the sentence structure's wrong man! it should be what's 3's school! okay nevermind. x)
RGS! :D and before that aitong. and after that RJ. :D (itd better be, cause im going to RJ too.)

Where do 6 (sakenah) lives?
this questions grammatically wrong. whats wrong with the person who made it man.
um.. i think woodlands or something. (no, i dont mean IMH. seriously, im not so mean. heh.)

Favourite thing about 5 (chengjing)?
she likes singing songs too. :D and um, is fun to talk to.

QUESTIONS:
#1 If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
die. collapse. be unable to function anymore. mope around all day. you know, along those lines. x)
#2 If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
to have a hundred more dreams coming true? :D either that or,well, i dont want to tell you.
#3 What will your dream wedding be like?
AWESOME. :D
#4 What would you do with a billion dollars?
how much is a billion again? ill donate 1million to charity to give a good impression of myself, then invest evrything else except 1million which i can spend when i immigrate to london.
#5 What's your ideal lover like?
kind of like everybody's ideal lover would
#6 Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Being loved of course! loving someone without that person loving you back is just plain torture. i dont see how thats blessed.
#7 How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
few years? if he doesnt change his mind then ah forget it. im not going to cling on to one person forever when he doesnt even care, no?
#8 If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
be like AH SO WASTED. hahah but ah cant be helped, id survive! x)
#9 Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
what kind of lousy question is this. obviously right dummy!
#10 What cheers you up the fastest?
:D
#11 How do you see yourself in ten years time?
thats.. 23 years old. whoa. id probably be living in london with whoever'd wanna live with me and be a kindergarden teacher and climb mount everest and go bungee jumping every week. :D
#12 Who is currently the most important people to you?
who says you have to know.
ha.
thats a very good question! ive been thinking about it for weeks already. tell you what, come back tomorrow, and ill give you the answer. [typical mr hogan answer x)]
#13 What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
awesome person. :D
hahah i shall not say anymore, in fear of being daoed or something again. x)
#14 Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
married and poor. but i mean, the guy id be married to must be a good guy. :D
then no matter how poor we are, we'd make a business selling chicken rice and end up as multimillionaires that own the biggest chicken rice chain in the world. :D
#15 What's the first thing you do every morning?
(besides the really obvious DUH things,) think "oh gosh may i please sleep abit more! give a kid a break man!" you know. that kinda things. x)
#16 Will your lover be the most important person in your life?
if my lover was my best friend, then probably.
tell you what. wait till i get a lover then ask me, dummy.
#17 If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
see how things go, choose the guy with the better personality. :D (and who's funnier. and is able to fill awkward silences better. :D)
#18 What type of friends do you like?
the type that walk on two legs, have 2 arms, you know. those type of friends. no way id ever befriend a slug. x)
i like friends:
1. who can share comfortable silence
2. has a sense of humour (:D :D :D :D)
3.

okay nevermind i wont continue.
itd be so demanding on all of you. x)

done! i can sleep now! :D
whoever wants to do, do.

bsh im annoyed.
my stupid brother, go and download all HIS crap onto MY laptop
caused my internet to not work anymore
and i had to delete a whole lot of his useless junk before it decided to work again. :/

yesterday was fun. :D
had training.
now we have a batct soft toy!
its an ONE EYED PUFFERFISH named HERPES.
apparently, grace says that the name of a STD which makes you have puffy lips.
how embarrassing, the whole world would know you have it. x)
training. :/
after training, went for lunch with jodi and sakeenah and elaine and dawne :D
oh yeah, and jinghan (heh. i almost forgot.)
food republic was playing really cheesy songs. x)
jinghan and i stared at everyone else eat, because we had food at home.
so.. we talked abit.
and i learnt that some people DO eat potatoes with half boiled egg. o.o
and they started shopping so since shopping just isnt my thing (or jinghans) or dawnes or elaines apparently,
we went home. :D
and i ate instant noodles in the end. woohoo.

today was funner. :D
had training in the morning. while i was training saw steph coming in
so i said hi and asked why she came to school
so she said for math olympiad.
then i remembered i sign up (or at least i thought so)
so i rushed there, practically drenched in sweat.
and that meanie KAshin made me sit under the aircon.
so i bloody froze.
and the paper was TWO AND A HALF hours long you know.
TWO AND A HALF MY GOSH!
i thought it was easier than p6's one though. which i got a bronze for.
i knew it, im getting smarter. :D

then after i went outside and thawed, i went to eat lunch with steph and shawna (and yingx? but she ditched us before we started eating. :/)
then i went to stephs house which was only like 15 minutes away from school!
no fair.
hahah we had a swinging competition (WHICH I WON :D) then we went to watch madagascar. which is totally retarded. x)
and then...she asked me math questions while i read archie comics and pretended to listen to her. :D

then i had my face thing.

then i chionged all the way from orchard to tanah merah, and made it in time for sakeenah's car even though i waslike 35 minutes late, thank God. :D if not i so wouldnt have known how to get there by myself.

omg, the power risers are damn HEAVY and COOL.
i think they look like dinosaur legs.
so we all looked like we were walking on dinosaur stilts. :D
got the hang of it rather slowly.
the guy who supported me was really nice. :D
hahah he was like "eh you all keep stepping ah, makes me feel like doing it too"
and aiyah basically he was very nice lah. x)
although using it for long hours is damn pain for my heel and that part between thigh and calf (theres a strap there that has to be pulled real tight and its really uncomfortable) which made me have this small abrasion like thing on my calf. x)
but GOSH its so bouncy and cool! :D
i cant wait to start jumping about in them. now all i can do are small little hoppy things. x)
so yeah. thats all. x)

oh buddy tagged me for a quiz. ill go do it now. :D
(thanks for the smses last night by the way. if anything, they helped me sleep faster. (x )

geez its so late. thank goodness i can
SLEEP IN TOMORROWWWWWWW
WHOOOSH.

feeling pretty screwed up.

nope i have no regrets, its just bitter disappointment and a constant reminder of failure shoved in my face.

i guess it all boils down to whether you tried your best or not, which i can honestly say i did. i did what i could to the best of my ability, which is more than i can say for other things, so there's no regret or guilt.

but what gnaws at me, leaving me in turmoil, like everything's all tangled up, is that it wasn't me. i mean, i tried my best, but it just wasn't good enough. all this while i know i've done so much more than them, i've been bearing most responsibility, my their contributions pale in comparison to mine. and i heard that house keeps check on your grades, but seriously, my grades are better than most of theirs. so why is it that they get it and i don't?

if its because i'm simply not good enough, how can it? i feel i would make a better one, i think i can be a better one. no, i KNOW i can be a better one than them. and what's killing me inside is the guilt i feel when i say this, because they might feel the same way aobut this too. but out of the 4, 1 doesn't really want it, and 1 never even considered it until she got it.

but if it's because someone has something against me, well, screw. i mean, i'm not going to just let my chances of doing something i've really wanted since, um ( i dunno, P4?), fall to pieces, because someone feels like she should be biased today, and ignore everything that i've done. and even if she's only seen me when i'm being irresponsible, which is seldom (i'm serious!), she should at least go find out from other people whether i'm really that irresponsible most of the time or not.

but i can't give up just yet,
cos every word she's ever said,
is still ringing in my head,
still ringing in my head.

and i realised how apt these lyrics are, in a very different way.

people say there's always next year, but what they don't realise is that my chances would be greatly reduced next year.

SO SCREW IT ALL.

and let this be a lesson
to one and to all.
a person's a person
no matter how small.

aawwww i just came back from barbecue damn full.
my family and relatives and people kept piling stuff onto my plate even though i insisted i was really really really full already.
sheesh man.
i had to brush my teeth and rinse my mouth alot before the stupid sotongy taste was gone.

hahha so, yeah. today was quite boring and stuff. except that my parents were being nice cause today's service was about relationships. as in, husband&wife, parents&children that kinda thing.
so yeah.
okay maybe it wasnt that bad after all. x)

had openhouse yesterday.
boring, stonish.
i mean, imagine you say the same thing over and over and over and over again to people.
that sucks. x)
i liked randomly giving out stickers though. :D
then we mrt-ed to expo
the zone!
was!
AWESOME.
awesome awesome awesome awesome awesome awesome awesome
you know what ill stop this. cause even if i fill my whole screen with awesome IT STIL CANNOT DESCRIBE THE AWESOMENESS OF IT ALL.
concerts are coolz.
and youd like permanently go deaf and you wont be able to hear yourself and all.
BUT I DONT CARE IF I WENT AWFULLY OUT OF TUNE
OR IF MY ARM ACHED LIKE SHIT FOR BEING RAISED FOR SO LONG AND ALSO CAUSE I PLAYED THE WII TOO VIGOROUSLY THE PREVIOUS DAY
BECAUSE I LOVE GOD
AND I DONT CARE WHAT YOU THINK
SO THERE.

okay. moment of craziness gone. x) um, after the concert my voice went really weird and high and i couldnt go low and i could make all those weird high sounds i usually couldnt make.
which freaked me out a little.

have openhouse tomorrow again.
which, frankly speaking, i am looking forward too.
cause i dont like staying at home.
and i want my holidays to be as filled up as possible so all the time i spend at home will be spent chionging pts.
which, in case you havent noticed, we have THREE to do.
if not id feel so directionless in life. x)

ta. :D

jinghan! why are you not online!
if you dont come online in FIVE minutes i shall call you and bug you to come online until you do.
and if you dont, ill just keep calling every 5 minutes or so.

oh but then again maybe ill just read banana's remember me book and forget about msn.
:D

OPEN HOUSE :D

okay i'm soup-er (haha soup) tyre-d (haha tyre).

yeah there was mass cheering which was quite stress because when we first came to school, not all the sec ones were in their classes! D: then we sorta ran around the amphi and canteen. rachael says someone told them to assemble at amphi. hmm. i thought we agreed to assemble in class.

the food also took quite a long time to come (was there a really long queue or something) so some people only had 10 minutes to eat. and some people ordered fish but there were only chicken and vegetarian meals but i'm glad the sec ones were okay with eating chicken. i skipped lunch (thank goodness it was gross) no actually i didn't. i had my daily dose of grapes okay! yeah but i'm (ugly and i'm) PROUD that the sec ones cheered so loudly today :D they don't usually do that during house prac. or maybe it was just the gallery. gallery = echo. i think.

then i rushed off to my guitar booth! it was quite dumb okay. no one wanted to know about guitar. all they wanted to do to ask for directions, ask for stickers (we have nice stickers), and complain about how the booths were scattered all over the school. i'm serious. i wanted to tell them about guitar before giving them directions, but they would get quite pissed so yeah. i even wanted to block the staircase! (this is what happens when you get desperate) so most of the time i just hung around and played (the guitar, not heart attack or some scissors paper stone).

then i changed in class and went to lit booth. at least here, when people come, they're actually interested in knowing what our booth is about. so we introduced some stuff to them. then after a while nobody was coming so we were told to be proactive and run around the school to look for people (no we didn't do the haka :D)(at least i didn't:D) so people came! then at the end we helped to clear up. took down all the decorations and journal entries and blue tac and stuff. then we helped to clear the food too :D i was glad for that because i didn't have lunch. and ms ong gave us chocolate! yeah some EL teachers are quite funny x)

(B is walking with a walking stick. she obviously doesn't need it.)
A: can you stop that? it's annoying.
B: why? but since i have it i might as well use it!

okay that got me into a laughing fit.

then went to the foyer and sat around with shao. and played with selene. and we went to sit behind the fan (which i told her defeats the purpose) and then we went to sit with irina. then chris came and we went home :D

today was awesome (:
brought my blue stripey jacket to school today. everyone liked it.
(YES THEY DID, OKAY. i dont care. you have to too.)
so basically, had class party today. which was fun, cause we got to do the 2 best things in our life:
1. slack
2. eat
:D

helped people spin the twister thing.
it was really fun watching them squirming and all. x)
played more twister after that while ms ong was giving out progress reports.
i got really twised man. =X like there was this time i was practically lying down, except there was this rule that you couldnt sit/lie down so it was really painful O:
twister trains your muscles man.

um, then progress report time!
msong was like "there is a time to be serious, and a time to fool around. i would like you to participate more actively in class and be serious at the appropriate times."
so i said okay lah, nobody disagrees with ms ong. x)
then she was like "so by the fact that you are saying okay, you are saying that you will execute it in the next semester."
-raise eyebrow-
sure, whatever she means.


slacked in class and sang my love with banana for awhile. x) well. basically we just lazed around lah. and the softballers were playing that stupid pepsi cola game, except its the stepping on your feet one. x)

then.. went to bananas house! with wenyuan and jinghan and jodi. and banana lah.
haha her house is so squashy and cluttered. but nevermind it was still very fun (:
she has loads of gay stuff. (eg her powerpuff girls' bedsheet)
we played the nintendo wii!
hahahah its damn funny.
and fun. i mean for a first time lah. if you play alot itll be damn sian cause the games are so easy O:
play witha group will be much funner. x)
played tennis and boxing (which was super super silly) and some weird morbid bunny game.
damn fun. :D
play until arms all very tired ah. :D and i was sweating alot. wii is extremely physical. x)
if you play the wii 3 hours everyday, within a year youd have like rippling muscles or something. x)

then jinghans daddy sent me to eunos. had this major fruit plus eating spree in the car on the way there. X)
and i came home, and it was one of those rare occasions where my mum makes dinner. so we ate lah. it was nice. :D cause my maid cooks awfully. =X still, looking at them stuffing their faces ruined my appetite abit.

um, yesterday was okay too, as much as i thought it wasnt going to be
thanks buddy for the mnms. they made me happy. :D
school was super boring, spent most of the time doing stickers for openhouse. x)
im beginning to find school more and more unbearable. the urge to fall asleep is much stronger now. =X


then openhouse. was in junior team. nevermind, better than sitting around being useless and in the way.
played GA, cause andrea and amelia cant do GA. ><>

results today! :D

whoa i got what i expected to get, yeah. not the 3.6, but the 3.26 (which is kind of an improvement). hey i got my 4.0 for math :D i didn't expect that! and i got 3.6 for english! :D which is kind of surprising as well because i thought i'd get 3.2 but it turns out my term 1 marks averaged it out so yeah :D

so that makes for a total of
2 x A+ math, physics
3 x A history, geog, english
2 x C chinese, lit

yeah the two Cs kind of make for an anticlimax. but i believe it's okay! because i will improve my chinese over the holidays and i am determined to better for lit (i'd better if i wanna take it next year)

so, if i bring my chinese up to a B, and my lit up to a B as well, um. my average GPA would be 3.6! and here comes my RA! :D :D :D

did you know that we have 3 PTs to do over the holidays. shucksh ): that's a lot. and we have math filing as well! D:

COME FOR GUITAR CONCERT! :D
oh no shao+jinni+rachel, i forgot to ask you to pay me today! when will i next see you ): hmm are you going for open house tomorrow.

and yeah i'm going to continue advertising the concert shamelessly until i find another 4 people who want to buy tickets.

you know sometimes when you say "oh, i dont regret coming to rgs, cause if not id never have known you you you you and you?"
but if you never came to rg, you wouldnt KNOW you you you you and you ever existed! and you wouldve made different friends, who may or may not be better than those you currently have now, and you might be saying "oh, i dont regret coming to -insert school name here-, cause if not id never have known you you you you and you" to THEM
maybe if i chose not to take the gep i wouldve been much happier now.
maybe if pasir ris had some form of good sports that my mom wouldve bothered to sign me up for.
maybe if my bro wasnt such a gay idiot.
they say live life with no regrets, but i dont think thats completely possible.
and theres always that nagging "what if.."
and you know youre supposed to move on with your pathetic life now but you dont know if youre up to it.
and you wonder why youre doing all this
and why you care about all this
and what good its gonna do you 20years down the road
and you know youre not supposed to be so pessimistic cause nobodys used to you being sad
and you know you ought to do something about it but your resolve just fades cause you have a weak mentality
and thinking about being "stuck in this mudhole of life" as george pratt puts it forever just makes you sad all over again
and the process repeats itself
and im not making sense.

OH NO, how. D:

schedule for saturday

10.15 - 11.15 mass cheering
11.15 - 12.20 LUNCH (howhowhow i didn't order because i thought i wouldn't be going!)
12.20 - 1.15 mass cheering
1.00 - 2.00 manning guitar booth HOW IT CLASHES WITH CHEERING!
2.00 - 3.00 umm i don't know. rest? (i'll probably need it)
3.00 - 5.00 (probably) doing something for lit, being rawiri i suppose.

number of places

amphi for mass cheering
hall for mass cheering
above koi pond next to needlework room for guitar
somewhere (pavillion?) for lit

clothes

house comm t-shirt and culottes for cheering
guitar t-shirt and culottes for guitar booth
t-shirt and pants for rawiri

hunger status

very hungry. i might even faint okay. i'm not supposed to be doing anything between 11.15 and 12.20. okay maybe taking care of sec ones/eating lunch i was SUPPOSED TO HAVE ORDERED!

amount of trouble i'm in

DEEP SH*T. howhow my timetable clashes, i'm not gonna have lunch, and sec ones aren't supposed to be manning booths between 10.30 to 1.15 and so many of the sec ones in guitar are SO CONVENIENTLY spread over this period of time! why didn't any house commers in exco tell them! agh!

HOW D: i'll be lugging this huge bag (full of clothes) to school! and my lunch how! i didn't order, because on friday i thought i wouldn't be going! but then after that they gave out the schedule for guitar booth! and then elyssa couldn't go so i have to do mass cheering! and today i just found out that i have to do something for lit! AHHHHHHHH. and then my guitar booth! i will take 5 minutes or less to change (WHERE o.o all the students/parents will be clogging up (dirtying) the toilets) but then but then i need to tell someone D: WHO.

i will spend the rest of tonight looking for math ws 7A and 7B, reading broader perspectives and fretting over my lunch issue and my timetable-clashing issue.

oh and who wants to come for guitar concert! RJC 7pm 5th July $12! damn cool! (because i'm playing hahaha) no seriously. we're playing 2 chinese songs (one cny) 1 egyptian song (hahaha really!) 1 classical one (it's nice! by whatshisname, uh handel i think) 1 weird one (hello it has something to do with mountains and autumn) 1 new song (we haven't seen the score yet) and the seniors are gonna play a bunch of cool songs too :D hey really. now if someone had the courage to up there and sing we would probably be listening to some more modern songs too. like um your guardian angel by red jumpsuit apparatus.

and chris/emily/JJ (i doubt any of you come here) our FPS booklet, HOW.

today was a bad bad day.
see zhiwen i told you it would be. right from assembly, i could already feel it in my bones.
even before i knew we had four blocks in a row today
even before i knew we werent gonna watch a movie for 3rd lang today
even before i knew my family would be quarrelling right from the moment i stepped into the house.
well, actually i know that. its become an everyday routine.
ahwell. D:

nevermind. focus on the happy stuff yeah?
math totally kept me awake today.
haha thank goodness steph's my deskmate. if not i seriously wouldve fallen asleep during ms ong's lesson after that.
MS ONG's lesson.
"HEY SHERRY. did you notice that ms ong and ms lim are wearing the same hair tie today! and they were talking to each other during assembly! DO YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS?"

then went to pepper lunch for.. well.. lunch. steph and dionne wouldve loved that place okay. it was so jappy. and they even played weird jap songs. and the plates had jap words carved onto them. o.o

then went back to school and waited for third lang. most of the time was spent lying down on the table trying (but failing) to fall asleep. whlie chris and pris and stef were madly shrieking about, chengjing was singing songs, and yirong was randomly surfing the net. i was just desperately trying to fall asleep. but as yuou all well know, its extremely difficult for me to fall asleep during the day.

there was this poster or whatever its called outside the hall that said CURIOUSITY WANTED
"hey look! curiousity wanted!"
"yeah because curiousity killed the cat!"
"aha! so they have a cat problem!"
hahah. CAT problem.

third lang was torture. not gonna talk about it.
in the last half an hour or so we watched a french movie though! :D
seriously, all the shows theyve shown us so far, all has the same ugly violent guy in it. O.o
it was super funny. and this time there were french subtitles, so i could understand it much betterly. x) (just so you know, french people speaking just sound like a bunch of mumbo jumbo. even to me.)
then.. i went home. and as you all should know by now, they were quarrelling again.bleh. it never will end, would it.

my brother's almost failing his chinese, math, science, english.
whoops, thats kind of everything.
well except for chinese. chinese hes REALLY failing it.
i have no idea how hes gonna do for psle man.
well actually i do.
badly.

okay ta, i hope ill be able to start on personal expo by today. :D my intro wasnt good. far from it. :/ I SHALL REDO MY INTRO :D

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.

oh i am such a genius.
i managed to persuade my mum not to talk to tang lao shi during the parent teacher meeting while seeming indifferent!
imagine if she DID talk to tang lao shi.
whoa hell man.
but shes gonna talk to ms ong though.
why oh why is she our form teacher. :/
i wonder what shell say about me.

cook pwnz achooleta. :D

geez whats the problem with me.
okay dont answer that, youd never finish answering.
well okay i shouldnt be asking that question.
since i know perfectly well whats wrong with me.
i just dont know what to do about it
whether i even WANT to do anything about it.
man im a loser.

new house! O:
but it's really small (no offense buddies) as compared to what i'm living in now ):
my dad says we'll move one week before school starts.

at least i get my own room. (:D) but it's so squeezy! after you put a bed in, there's no more space for anything else! where'm i gonna put my guitar / my thick thick stacks of worksheets / EVERYTHING D: actually the cupbaord's quite big. and i don't have that many clothes. i think i'll put everything in the cupboard :D

and it's so inaccessible D: 36 doesn't go there ): someone teach me how to go home. incidentally, does anybody live near me :D it's a condo called laguna green (weird it's not even green)

i hope we move again soon. ):

ah i cant stand this.
id much rather i was in school now.
i hate being at home.
i hate the people at home.
who wants to go out?
like, now.
we can go do science proposal or something.
ANYTHING.
i think if i stay at home any longer ill implode.

cheng!
jing!
you!
didnt update the blog!
x)

yeah. anyway. long time no blog.
we watched a cool french movie on friday while the rest of the people did their orals (WHICH I TOTALLY FAILED D:
well at least i THINK it was supposed to be cool. couldnt understand much. french people talk too fast.
then bible study again. didnt feel like falling asleep much this time.
improvement! :D

yesterday was fun!
first i had sl. which was superrr fun.
the kids cant sit still goodness.
but theyre super cute. (:
then me and banana went to suntec to go for service.
hahahah she lousy la, go there so many times still dunno the place. x)
before that she even told me "now im very sure of where it is"
anyway it was really fun!
really really really fun!
hahah i love the actions to GOD IS MOVINGGGGG :D
:D
too bad i cant go anymore.

so.. after that was nsl!
stingrays lost, ohwell.
i dont like stingrays.
they jump out of the water and attack innocent people. ):
then went for dinner with jinghan and yirong and elaine. :D
at macs. :D
and i sent buddy home. :D
and then i went home to watch shes the man! :D

yirong i still disagree.
channing tatum aint cute/hot
he has big ears man!
and a big nose!
although he has abs.
but i dont care. x)
i prefer the step up 2 guy.
><

today nothing much happened.
except i had to watch iron man cause my bro and sis wanted to and my parents didnt and somebody had to look after them ):
it was as gay as i expected.
my bro loved it.
haha as i was telling jinghan, just further proves how gay it is.

so, tomorrow ill start on homework!
ta. :D

omgzxzx chinese filing is screwed.
i THOUGHT i had all the worksheets, but come to think of it there are a whole lot of worksheets that i did before. and i kind of cant find them anywhere.
or maybe i just dreamnt of doing them.
O_O how!

bsh im starting to find loads of people annoying now.
oh no oh no oh no it didnt use to be this way.
i think im really becoming meaner.

anyway. today was fun.
school was slack. math was damn funny lah. x)
cause mr lim came in. and we didnt greet him until ms lim hinted to us to do so. then he went out. ms lim was like "i have to cough everytime before you stand up and greet the teacher one ah" then like half a minute later he came back in. so while ms lim was talking to him we stood up and greeted mr lim. so ms lim shot us this exasperated look and she was like "everytime the same teacher walks into class dont need to greet one right!" "but we were taking the initiative!" then she went outside of the classroom and opened and closed the door and we greeted her everytime she opened the door.
funny. x)

then we watched this movie about some guy who left his dogs in antarctica for the whole winter or something. it was scary. and sad. ): (and i shouted alot. whoops.) um, didnt watch the whole thing though. cause i went out for lunch with banana and yihui and jodi and yirong and evan and jaslin. :D
went to taka to eat! yay taka food is coolzx. but expensive =X
then we went to kino.
jodi:"there is no i in success."
me:"there's a u in success though. theres also an s (ass) in.. OH WAIT there are THREE Ss in success!"

then stoned awhile till training started.
which was fun cause:
1. WE DIDNT HAVE TO RUNNNNNNN. great. cause it was scorching. :D
2. WE DID TEAM DRILLS :D
3. WE PLAYED STUPID GAMES :D

buddy had a migraine though.
hope youre better now :D
its night time anyway, dont think youd be having migraines now. x)

im not gonna bother about chinese filing.
ta, im off to watch just my luck. :D
it has MCFLY in it<3

i wish i was some chinese and english and lit pro or something. then all i'd have to do is study hard for everything else and i'd be an all-rounder and life would be good.


how did it turn out like this.

CHENGJING.
CONSIDERING MY GROUP ALWAYS NEVER LISTENS DURING PHSYICS
(how come its always my group where ever i sit ah? xD)
38/50 IS AWESOME OKAY.
AND I COULDVE GOTTEN 4.0 IF I WASNT TOO CARELESS.
SO THERE!
hahah i beat my mortal for physics by the way. feel kind of bad, cause she helped me loads, by giving me all her notes and all. x)

hey world!
today was results day!
i did.. as i expected i would.
haha so im not that sad i guess.
except for chinese which is screwed as usual.
i remember tanglaoshi saying something in the start of the year that hopefully by the end of the year those who got 3.6 or 4.0 for chinese last year can hopefully get 4.0 this year.
i got 3.6 last year. bleh, im so not gonna make it. to the 4.0 i mean.
but ahwells. shows that you can live happierly if you set lower expectations for yourself i guess.

lit was super cool!
it was the first time in my life i got above 16 for lit! ever! well. i only got 16 once actually. the rest were all 15 and lower.
so.. yeah. happy. :D even though the other lit paper i got 14. x)

math was...
okay.

SERIOUSLY,
CAN YOU JUST
KEEP YOUR BLOODY MOUTH SHUT
FOR ONCE.
WHICH PART OF
LEAVE ME ALONE
DONT YOU GET.
GEEZ.
I CANT STAND YOUR VOICE.
SHUT UP.
SERIOUSLY.

i am confused, very much confused! D:

at first i thought i wanted to take lit next year, and that i wanted to drop geog, but then but then BUT THEN!! D: but then i went and did so badly for lit like barely pass, even though i like lit so much and then i went and did so well for geog and now i don't know what i want anymore. i tell you this is confusing. and i still don't know if i want to take history or bio.

well yeah but i think i did much better as compared to last year. this year everything is all very well, but i'm very disappointed with my math marks, because it's 3.6 and i really wanted 4.0 and and and no RA. ): and lit (i always do around 16/17/18 for FAs) and chinese (my zuowen was okay because it was 46/70 but i failed it in term 1 so even though i pass overall it's still so low and pulling everything down GAH)

so on average its only around 3.2. so much for an improvement (i did improve! in most subjects) and so much for an RA.

but if i don't take the previous exams into consideration it'd only be around 3.37 (because of my lit marks ARGHH) next time i'll have to get more 4.0s. and not just miss by 1 or 2 or 5 marks.

and i really really REALLY want to run. just that, there'd be more psychological boost if.

sometimes i'll look at my results, and feel happy like :D but then i'll look at them again and feel all GAH.

oh did i mention how pro we are at physics. nobody from the 2 GEP sec 2 classes failed :D our class had 14 4.0s for physics (including me) :D and uhh yeah. :D people from other classes failed though (i'm sorry, i thought it was an easy paper) and guess whose group never listens during physics x)

okay so maybe the face thing works.
a little
some what.
OKAY SO IT WORKS.
bleh.

hahah getting papers back tomorrowwww! :D
how exciting.
i dont care if i get bad marks (okay maybe i do) but still!
oh the suspense.
:D

im starting to worry for my siblings.
my sis got 11.5/20 for her english test.
shes p1 for gods sake!
and um my bro failed his chinese. again.
apparently hes one of the last in his BEST em2 class.
-.-
and he says his aim for psle is to beat my score.
meaning he has to get higher than 276.
pfft. dream on.

basically, i watched loads of movies and slacked the entire day today. whoopee.

yesterday had training. bsh. but at least i dont feel fat and guilty for eating so much now.
psychological thing, you know.

aaagh i know my geog pt is inadequate. but im too lazy to do anything about it. :/ right now im so bored i might even go and read merchant of venice. :D

ta.

hey world!
okay you know what. i dont feel like blogging anymore.
i shall edit this post when i feel like it.
x)

if i could take my wings and fly
i would soar up high high high
away away to another world
where hopes and dreams and futures unfurl

but running away won't ease the pain
got to struggle til we're slain
take courage in inadequacies
forget about the courtesies

drowning drowning it's not the end
can't pass it out, stay and defend
voice is muted, something trapped
defeat is yet to accept

so put on your shoes just run just run
fear, pain following, it's not done
please oh please let it be over soon
tonight, tonight beneath the dying moon

O:

geog pt geog pt geog pt

i am one proud procrastinator. at least i have monday/tuesday/wednesday to finish it up. or start on it. i have to do something about it. i'm not sure what. nah i'll think of something. when time is right.

observation is key to learning.

i. am. gonna. drop. geog.

eurgh.

i still can't decide on history or bio O:

ah i wanna kill the connection at my cousins house. lousy like shiz.

AW MANNNNN
im seriously the worst slacker in the world.
okay maybe not.
but still.
GEOG PT CAN GO SHRIVEL UP AND DIE.
jinghan i hope youve made progress by now. :D

anyway! today i went to church!
turns out the june camp has somehting to do with ONWARDS CHRISTIAN SOLDIERS.
which, in case some of you have forgotten, was mentioned int he whale rider!
agh now everything has to do with the stupid whale rider.
including my geog pt. D:
anyway, the postor was saying something about this anonymous person who changed to lyrics of onwards christian soldiers into backwards christian soldiers. um, its quite funny. x)
but id unno maybe some people found it offensive.
um, the speaker cried during the service today. o.o
i almost did. but i stopped myself. cause itd look pretty silly.
uh, my mom was like "why is he so emotional?"
bsh fine, so im emotional too then.
D:

um, thats about it. i have to get back to boring old geog pt and resist the urge to talk to people on msn.
bsh.

why the hell would i want to know what the changes are in the earth crust after 100,000 years if id most definitely be dead by then?!

i think im getting meaner. i mean, like, last year there wasnt anybody i really really didnt like.
but now certain people annoy me so easily. =X

there was something i wanted to say but i kind of forgot so.. if i remember ill edit the post. (:

OKAY I REMEMBER NOW. was gonna talk about the dinner last night. some church function thing. uh. boring. it was in CHINESE. bad idea. everybody knows how bleh my chinese is. D:
so the guy would be like "blablablablablablaAMEN." and everybody would say AMEN and i would be like "oh, you mean he was praying?! damn!"

bsh whatever. x) and the food took super long to come too. and i was hungry cause i didnt eat lunch. D:

byebye.

im HAPPYYYYYYYYYYYY!
its funny how little little things can influence my emotions so much.
i wish i dont cry so easily.

you know that song nine in the afternoon? yeah, i was thinking. how can it be nine in the AFTERNOON? i mean, its either 9am in the morning or 9pm at night but no afternoon! ANDAND if its in the AFTERNOON, should it be 'youre eyes are the size of the SUN and not MOON? cause in the afternoon the moon kind of cant be seen. unless the guys implying that the other person's eyes cant be seen? which doesnt make any sense at all. and anyway, if your eyes are the size of the moon/sun, how does your neck support your whole head up? unless youre this big giant thing. but then you wouldnt fit on earth! then whered you go?

gosh i cant believe i just typed that out. ignore it.

okay. cooled down a little.
anyway! today wouldve been wonderful. IF NOT FOR THIRD LANG. WHICH TOTALLY RUINED MY DAY.
okay start from the top. the day started off kinda bad cause i had this horrid dream about me oversleeping. so i went downstairs, and my mum was there. actually, the dream doesnt really make sense cause my mum shouldnt be in the living room drinking coffee at 12pm. but anyway. so i asked 'mummy, wheres bry?" and she was like "go school already lah! its twelve o clock!" and i kind of woke up screaming. well, shouting cause i cant scream. then i thought it was still part of the dream. then i was wondering, eh? why is it still so dark? so i checked my watch. 4am. awesome lah.

anyway! so school was quite okay. beats lessons i guess. had talks and talks (but at least they were rather brief) and classroom cleaning. which was utterly disgusting. then! i went out for LUNCH at cafe cartel with a whole bunch of 209 people (INCLUDING DENISE. hahah huimin must be so envious huh.) um then walked around before going back to school and finding cheng alone in 211 (so loner. huh.) doing her jap speech. so i went in there and wrote back to jodi. (haha YEAH i replied already! so fast right! for once)

so then i went to third lang. dionne-san was on the bus. turns out she just wanted a free ride home. x) um. so french. levet wasnt here today (YAY) so we got the mr-bean-teacher. or at least thats what i call him. he looks like mr bean. seriously. so.. we had french oral today.
it
was
seriously
screwed.
no kidding.
we were given one minute to look at the bloody picture.
mine was this one where there were kiddies raising their hands. i was like OH SHIT WHAT IN THE WORLD IS 'RAISE THEIR HANDS' IN FRENCH?!
anyway, in the end i said elles se levent ses bras. turns out the correct way of saying it was someting with elles and leve and bras. so, not too bad.
bras are "hands" by the way. x)
but then he kept spouting gibberish la! i mean i totally couldnt understand him. even though he spoke real slowly. i stoned for like a minute once lah.
AND I FORGOT WHAT WAS TEACHER IN FRENCH BSH.
and i kept answering wrongly. and i was always at a loss for words.

i think overall, i failed quite badly. oh somebody comfort me.
nevermind i shall do a retest next week. with levet. DIE.

i think my familys going insane.
theyve all gone to the beach for a jog.
O_o
crazy man. i wish id gone with them to look at them struggling to jog even 5mins.
hohoho.

OKAY GEOG PT. I SHALL START ON YOU
TODAY.
REALLY.
I WILL.
DONT YOU DOUBT ME.

FIVE HUNDREDTH POST! :D WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

hello world! myas are over!
math was quite hard.. but there are loads of people in worse situations than me so.. shouldnt complain.(:
ill just be grateful i had enough time to complete everything i KNEW how to do. (:

um. walked around orchard for awhile with banana and cat and jinghan and chris and jodi cause jodi had to wait for her mummy who was gonna come at 2.30.
we watched a super retarded movie called over my dead body. its super retarded! like, perfect chick flick material.
damn funny. :D
hahah the cinema was like 80% filled with RGS girls. cause we are awesome like that. :D
then.. went to food republic to eat. (: i shared ice kacang with banana YAY :D
whoops that was kind of my lunch. =X

oh before that we were at kino. BOOKS BOOKS BOOKS. :D there was this book called APPLES, but it was really sick. D:
hahah cats a really amusing person.
in a strange way.
:D

then we all took 36 to my house. except jodi. cause she went to meet her mummy. REMEMBER. :D
um, cahnged and stuff and after much delay went to east coast park.
WHICH WAS WHERE I LEARNT HOW TO CYCLE THE TWO-PEOPLE BICYCLE THING! :D
hahah it was seriously retarded! :D
i was cycling with banana so you could probably infer how spastic it was. we were like both trying to make each other lose control of the bike (even though we were on the same bike. which was quite stupid come to think of it. heh.) and.. we both failed. so we were safe in the end. (:

oh, there was this one time banana crashed into the shrubs though. not my doing. she probably wasnt paying attention or something. heheheh.
um, so basically it was really fun. for like the first 10 minutes or so we were like laughing so hard so the bike was really shaky (from the laughter) and i couldnt really see where we were going. but we didnt crash! so yay. :D

walked back to my house after that. so that was that.
oh the bike rental guy gave us some pink thing.
i think its to hang our stuff or something. i dont know. my bro was like "jie can i have it? i want it REAL BAD."
then he started whining when i said no.
and its pink and useless.
shows his total gayness.

so jinghan buddy was saying im too quiet.
ive never been one to make or continue conversations.
usually id just get a brain block while thinking of stuff to talk about, or dont feel like talking at all, or think of something to talk about but not talk about it in the end cause its quite stupid.
seriously, im very loner.
you might have to get use to my non-talkishness.
or.. you could always bug me to talk to you. thatd work fine too. x) id rather that. makes me seem more "okay" than if i suddenly go all quiet. x)

now that the exams are over, theres nothing to mug anymore!
i feel so unsatisfied. x)
tomorrows gonna be a longg long day.

oh no i screwed math D: math is the one subject i thought i'd never screw! but it turns out i didn't see the something belongs to set E part. hey i thought E was some ultra-weird set like R is for rational numbers and Z is for integers. but it turns out it was just the set E that they gave in the paper. when i found that out after the exam i felt really screwed. but it was really bad D: i can't remember whether i put my minus sign on my gradient or not. nah actually it wasn't that bad i managed to finish the paper (excluding the set builder notation part ugh) i think i can get at least a 3.6 just that i was aiming for 4.0 ):

and i screwed jap. nah it was easier than i expected. but still quite hard, whoops.

hehe no matter how much i died for math and 3rd lang,

:D

stoopid HJ why aren't you going to school on saturday. now how to read harry potter!

:D
physics was INCREDIBLY OKAY today! :D
i mean, it wasnt as hard as i expected! so yay! :D
maybe ill even get a 4.0!
geez the moment the exam ended lanqiao went to aofei shouting something about "IT WAS SO EASY!"
bsh.

then........... i stayed back to "MUG" math!
actually i didnt really learn anything!
or revise anything!
but nevermind! at least i helped people. x)
then i stoned outside class while the philo people were philo-ing!
attempted to sleep. wasnt successful. so i went downstairs for awhile. to walk around then come back up. x)
when i was stoning outside the class a bunch of noisy china people walked outside 210. then ms picca came out and by that time they were already going down the stairs so there was nobody there but me. she stared at me. ):

anyway! so after that jodi and jinghan and i went to macs to find yingx and highly. they were mugging math. how hardworking. ><

we.. werent very productive. x) still, thanks jinghan buddy for teaching me all those useless set theory stuff and the speed questions. you should be in advanced math you know. :D
and the free mcnuggets (i still feel very bad. i ought to pay you.)

and then GUESS WHAT I DID!
i went home.
hee. :D
jinghan and i had this tiny adventure which made us walk this big round to end up at macs again. x) will not elaborate.

right. so then we REALLY went home.

jinghan and banana and chris are coming to my house tomorrowwwww! although my house is really boring. i hope we manage to start on geog pt. (which is quite screwed)

when i grow up, im gonna be a ROCKSTARRRRRRRRRR.
no not really. just a drummer.
BUT DRUMMERS CAN BE ROCKSTARS TOO! :D
right?

i = bored.

haha math! so exciting. i will study for one hour today. i promise myself. then i will spend the rest of the time playing mcfly! they have such awesome (han)solos.

stoopid sets. sets = darn boring. D: the topics being tested for MYAs are so boring. i'm gonna be so bored tomorrow. hmm i might decide to draw my graphs over and over and over again.

i = confident for geog and physics! hmm ha i think this was my best geog paper ever (except for the first geog paper last year which everyone got 6/6 for) and physics was easier than i expected it to be, i finished how many minutes early and checked my answers over and over again.

i = gonna take physics + chem + lit for subject combo next year! the last subject is undecided. either bio or history. i think, i will have to base it on my MYA results. if i do well for history, then history it is! if i do badly for history, i'm dropping it. .-.

i = happy that someone wants to buy my extra pink textbook! now it won't be a waste of money! aweshum!

i = bored. no seriously. there's nothing to do. i might just start playing minesweeper. or even mapling o.o nah i wanna play SUPER MARIO GALAXY! haha it's very fun! don't let the childish name deceive you! grown-ups do play it. at least, when i turn 20, they will.

haha!

today was very productive for me!
its like more than id do in 12748854 days!
for chris however it was really unproductive.
hahah this shows how productiveness is relative. x)

my family was in a good mood today.
how extremely rare.
they totally didnt quarrel for more than five times today. amazing.

heheh i realised i dont usually post about like "oh today i did blahblahblahblah..." anymore
i find it extremely boring. :D

even so.
today i went back to sunday school again!
stopped going like about two months ago cause my dad didnt feel like fetching me around.
but cause he decided to go attend adult bible class now, which ends the same time as sunday school, i get to go again! :D
hahah i got stuff like
"OH NO YOURE TALLER THAN ME NOW! WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY"
that was from this girl whos like 1 year older than me.
hahah buddy, i was taller than you when i stopped going already anyway. x)
so.. todays an overall happy day. :D

even though im not adequately prepared for geog. D:

agh im too sensitive.
i dont like talking to people who get angry easily.
its like one moment theyre all tralala and the next theyre like ROAR and the next theyre all yay lets go dance aroudn the campfire now.
and im like wtf?
i think im too insecure.
i cant believe stupid things like that get me down.
oh no maybe im one of those oversensitive insecure freaks that everybody thinks are weird.
ohwell.

“爸，时钟不动了。”
“是吗？要跟他讲好话。”
“我有！我今天早上睡醒时，看到时钟没有动，就说他是个好时钟，要他把时间告诉我。”
“你不可以这么说。”
“那么要说什么呢？”
“你要说，听话的时钟，叫他做什么，他就会做的。”
“哦。”


HAHA i love my dad x)

i just realised i bought an extra pink textbook! D:
the really expensive one D:

DOES ANYBODY WANT TO BUY IT D:

i feel stupid.

ive been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
and bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
but my breath fogged up the glass
so i drew a new face and laughed!
:D

lit was okay! because everybody was cuahgt off guard which is good because im not the mugger kind so i didnt really mug according to themes so im always caught off guard anyway so doesnt matter to me so YAY. and i got physics notes! THANKS HUIJIE (:

bshbshbsh then jinghan and banana and i went to plaza sing to buy chins present which is SO AWESOMELY COOL I TELL YOU SERIOUSLY. x) im supposed to wrap it. wish me luck. x) zhiwen joined us later after that. we met people like yirong and janne 1738582675 times and jieru thrice and bong four times (whats four times?). and im daoing jieru. hmph.

and im feeling happy right now! although theres GEOG on monday and PHYSICS (AMGGGGGG IM GOING TO DIE DIE DIE SO BADLY.) on tuesday. then i can go party while everyone else mugs math. x)
haha kidding. ill study abit too. :D

i can post on the 211 blog cause cheng registered under this user and pass! HOHOHO.

MY GIRLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA
CHENG.
THAT SONGS STUCK IN MY HEAD
:D

HJ's house was fun :D
we studied, ate mashed potato (just me), studied, ate lunch, read harry potter, listened to backstreet boys, westlife, random songs by random people, sang, studied, pumped the basketball, and played basketball.

goshh.

hey at least now i understand physics more! i just need more practice, tis all. and i sorta memorised geog but no one wanted to test me so boo i couldn't remember most things.

i like cheese, mashed potato, and spaghetti, but not so much mushroom and capsicum and tomato, but i still ate them. apples and corn should go somewhere in the middle. salad is off the list. eww.

okay. ishould probably be reading TWR now but i'm too happy :D

today was fun(:
sort of.
in a productive way. (for me at least)
went to huijie's house to study. with chengjing.
i copied her lit notes and did 2 physics papers. and a little bit of geog i guess. climographs.
I KNOW, SO PRODUCTIVE RIGHT.
x)
most of the time was spent sianning about and playing that table football thing and basketball and singing songs though. :D

hahahahahahah fun.
but i havent really memorised the lit or understood physics completely yet though.
quite far from it.
whoops. x)

yeahh theres school tomorrow! ive started to look forward to school recently. cause my family pisses me off too much. ugh.

lend me physics notes, anybody? =X
i pray i get above 15 this time for lit. ._.