i am confused, very much confused! D:

at first i thought i wanted to take lit next year, and that i wanted to drop geog, but then but then BUT THEN!! D: but then i went and did so badly for lit like barely pass, even though i like lit so much and then i went and did so well for geog and now i don't know what i want anymore. i tell you this is confusing. and i still don't know if i want to take history or bio.

well yeah but i think i did much better as compared to last year. this year everything is all very well, but i'm very disappointed with my math marks, because it's 3.6 and i really wanted 4.0 and and and no RA. ): and lit (i always do around 16/17/18 for FAs) and chinese (my zuowen was okay because it was 46/70 but i failed it in term 1 so even though i pass overall it's still so low and pulling everything down GAH)

so on average its only around 3.2. so much for an improvement (i did improve! in most subjects) and so much for an RA.

but if i don't take the previous exams into consideration it'd only be around 3.37 (because of my lit marks ARGHH) next time i'll have to get more 4.0s. and not just miss by 1 or 2 or 5 marks.

and i really really REALLY want to run. just that, there'd be more psychological boost if.

sometimes i'll look at my results, and feel happy like :D but then i'll look at them again and feel all GAH.

oh did i mention how pro we are at physics. nobody from the 2 GEP sec 2 classes failed :D our class had 14 4.0s for physics (including me) :D and uhh yeah. :D people from other classes failed though (i'm sorry, i thought it was an easy paper) and guess whose group never listens during physics x)