Wednesday, May 21, 2008
you know sometimes when you say "oh, i dont regret coming to rgs, cause if not id never have known you you you you and you?"
but if you never came to rg, you wouldnt KNOW you you you you and you ever existed! and you wouldve made different friends, who may or may not be better than those you currently have now, and you might be saying "oh, i dont regret coming to -insert school name here-, cause if not id never have known you you you you and you" to THEM
maybe if i chose not to take the gep i wouldve been much happier now.
maybe if pasir ris had some form of good sports that my mom wouldve bothered to sign me up for.
maybe if my bro wasnt such a gay idiot.
they say live life with no regrets, but i dont think thats completely possible.
and theres always that nagging "what if.."
and you know youre supposed to move on with your pathetic life now but you dont know if youre up to it.
and you wonder why youre doing all this
and why you care about all this
and what good its gonna do you 20years down the road
and you know youre not supposed to be so pessimistic cause nobodys used to you being sad
and you know you ought to do something about it but your resolve just fades cause you have a weak mentality
and thinking about being "stuck in this mudhole of life" as george pratt puts it forever just makes you sad all over again
and the process repeats itself
and im not making sense.
