i'm tired, i'm hungry, i'm frustrated, i'm sick of languages, i'm angry that i didn't start on 3rd lang homework sooner, i'm annoyed that i'm missing netball IHG, which i'd been looking forward to all week, for mu2 yu3 zhou1, i feel like a loser that soap still got into my eyes even though i shut them tight, and my nose is sore from walking into rain's badminton racquet. which is my fault, really. i wasn't looking. let's just say i'm sad because i'm not happy. which is true. all the deadlines are looming ahead and i wish i had started on everything during the holidays but i only have myself to blame don't i.