this week has been very rushed, but i'm glad it's almost all over even though this is still the middle of the week!

everything just sort of exploded. like math and history and english. and suddenly PSB results and i heard FPS results should be out too! O: i didn't get into PSB, but it's okay, because when they asked me how much i wanted to get into into PSB on a scale of 1 to 10, i said 8 because i didn't want to be disappointed if i didn't get in, so i guess it must have worked, because i'm not very disappointed or anything, but i start questioning my self-worth, but i know i have this hereditary ego (my father and my brother has it as well!) so i won't get super depressed. but i'm really very happy for the 6 people in our class who got in, because they deserve it! i just wish that i could be one of those who do deserve it. i heard that there are some people in psb who are really not so nice! i hope they change.

i seem to have this mentality that leadership position = important person, and that no leadership position = unimportant person. i should change it.

i will turn my attention to house! (but i can't do much either, seeing as how i'm not really in a position to contribute a lot)

and people say FPS results should be out, but i haven't heard from them. ahh i really hope i get into the australian qualifying round, otherwise i swear i will quit! because we haven't gotten anything, and if we really don't stand a chance, there's really no point continuing, because i'm afraid i might not have the energy to keep going in sec3.

i am blogging because i have time, even though i haven't done english compre. i will do that now.