this week's been tiring.
next week's gonna be tiring.
the week after that too.
it seems so neverending
go grease lightning.
gonghan, chi pt, geog, math done.
math pt, english pt, lit quote recitation, CMPS (OMG.) and french oral and controle (i need to start mugging) coming up.
oh which reminds me steph booked me tomorrow for english pt.
i hope its fun. (:
is the DARE thing still on tomorrow?

and ive been doing alotalot of thinking.
which doesnt do much good, cause id be more confused than when i started.
and which isnt any use, cause right now i cant really waste much time thinking big philo-ey things. my poor little brain cant take it.
and its more of breadth than depth, cause my brain doesnt have enough capacity to go into much depth.
which is even worse, because id be left really muddle headed
and the subjects have really been unkind to me so far.
to think i woke up 2am today to study chinese, to have the only thing i dint know for my topic.
waste of time, wastewastewaste
i dont care.
ah i feel so forsaken.

i bet my sept hols would be spent sleeping like a pig to make up for all my loss of sleep.

okay im gonna do something about cmps now.
i really hope we dont fail.
sorry zhiwen, we (i do, at least) know its been really hard on you
and you seem so stressed over cmps on your blog
okay with what little time left today i shall use it for cmps
then memorise my lit quote. which consists of solanio quoting shylock ranting incoherently.
youd better read this, if not all my niceness wouldve gone to waste. :D

i will do as much as i can today for my part. ah huimin sam help me.
i dont wanna research ):
BUT im STRONG.
ill get through this.
im gonna make it out a better person and all.
hahah
just keep thinking that im the person everybody thinks i am
i dont want my reputation ruined (:
(dont you dare say what reputation.)

solanio/salerio:
your mind is tossing on the ocean, there where your argosies with portly sail
like signiors and rich burghers on the flood
or as if it were the pageants of the sea.
do overpeer those petty traffickers that cursty to them (do them reverence)
as they fly by them with their woven wings.

im surprised how much i can still remember after the lit quiz :D