okay today during science we watched house and i just realised how funny it is. i must not have been paying attention during bio last year. haha but i don't think i want to work in a hospital. it's quite scary like when there were worms. actually they looked more like eel-fish to me.

everytime we go back to class from somewhere on the fourth floor eg. CLC, science lab, comp studs, i always get off at the wrong floor. whyy. well it happened again today.

yeah and then we went through geog, math, hist, EL, without anything much happening.

and then at the end of lit ms ong started talking about how there were only 7 people in our class taking lit next year, as compared to more than 10 in 209. and then she gave us hot chocolate. (:

and then i went home but it started raining, so i got wet, but i don't mind. i like getting wet. if i could, i would live underwater. i think.

i will study history tonight and tomorrow.

i know i told alot of people i wasnt gonna watch f1
i thought itd be boring
but actually
who knew
watching 20385789346 cars go around the same track 935698438 times was actually rather interesting :D

man
i was hoping lewis hamilton would win
he looked so cute in the puffy suit thing and cap
as in, small boy cute
not to mention he's bald (easier to pat his head)
haha is it me, or the suits, or are most of the drivers all really short.
:X
poor massa though
he must be feeling quite screwed up.

and yirong was right!
red cars ARE more prone to accidents after all
hahah poor ferrari
and they lost to mclaren mercs by like 1 point or something like that?
cause both massa and kimi raikonnen (haha cool name) wiped out alot
oh well
my relatives were comparing the race to my brother's psle x)
he was like "eh 6 rounds left anything could happen!"
then next thing you know, kimi crashed while in 5th place
and ended up 15th or something like that
and my uncle was like "haha bry, you better make sure that doesnt happen to you"
i think my daddy was affected too
on the way home he was practically zooming all over the place x)
singapore roads will now have 923569835 tire marks
whatre they gonna do about it?

im a
bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad
person D:

eh you know how sometimes if you write/type a word too many times itll look really strange and alien to you?
yeah its happening to me now. heh.

i am very happy but also quite worried!
hmm i got 9/10 for history and 14/20 for history pt, so that averages around 4.0. haha that's the happy part. if i do super well for eoy i'll get 4.0 overall! which makes me super happy (: if not i'll just get 3.6, which is still quite happy.

i need to do well for geog too, then i'll get 4.0 overall as well, because for the whole year i've only been getting 3.6s and 4.0s.

and i want my 4.0 for math. i am expecting nothing less, and i really need to do well, because i got 21/40 for the previous one, which is really ugh.

and i think i can do well for science too. (: because it's like NSW, and there's no need to study for it.

lit and english should be okay. i'll probably scrape by with a 3.2. if possible, 3.6 for english. i might get 3.6 for lit too, if i do well. have i mentioned how i always get 17 or 18 in FAs but 13 or 14 during SAs. such is the fluctuation.

now all i need to do is PASS CHINESE AND JAPANESE.

which averages to around 3.3. do you see how the mind of a genius is hindered by languages she can barely understand!

agh. i need to do super a lot better for chinese and japanese.

dying for 3rd lang EOYs tomorrow because i have another 8 chapters which i haven't started reading.

todays study session at cartel was reaaaaaaaaally
fun. and totally unproductive
but i bet you knew that already.
i think i broke my record of amount of bread eaten in four hours though.
ha :D

man im even more unproductive at home
feel
like
watching
movies
must
resist
!

haha im feeling abit sad now, in a long long time
school has become such a drag.

omg the discovery channel ad song is damn cute!
when my bro was singing it, i thought it was one of those stupid songs he came up with
who wouldve thought huh. :D
watch it watch it!



It never gets old huh? Nope. It kinda makes you wanna break into song. Yeap.
I love the mountains, I love the clear blue sky
I love big bridges, I love when great white flies
I love the whole world and all its sights and sounds
Boom de-ya-da boom de-ya-da boom de-ya-da boom de-ya-da
I love the ocean, i love real dirty things
I love to go fast, I love Egyptian Kings
I love the whole world and all its craziness
Boom de-ya-da boom de-ya-da boom de-ya-da boom de-ya-da
I love tornadoes, I love Arachnids,
I love hot magma, I love the giant squid,
I love the whole world, its such a brilliant place
Boom de-ya-da boom de-ya-da boom de-ya-da boom de-ya-da

oh and
french oral is finally over!
it was horrid, i wouldnt say that it wasnt as bad as i thought it would be.
but at least its over :D
today, im gonna finish all my homework
then watch hannah montanah
and wizards of waverly place
and ZACK AND CODY :D
hahaha i feel happy can you tell!

j'ai peur que j'echoue l'orale de fracais
christabel sera fou maintenant, parce qu'elle est preparer pour l'examens
et je ne fais rien
elle me rend nerveux
D:

plus i just realised, i forgot to do cmps reflections
again.
D:

on the brighter sight,
aujord'hui ma classe venez de le/la singapore arts museum!
c'etait tres cool. :D
its really amazing how people can actually MAKE such awesome things.
ah this isnt working im still freaking out because of chris ah all your fault!
how do you study for orals please!
D:

oh no now i can totally picture myself going
bonjour! ca va? je peux...veux... je....veux...inviter...vous inviter...a...mon...no, la fete...
je ne peux pas ca fais. D:
goodbye, im gonna release stress by watching hannah montanah.
it IS entertaining, even if it has 02385y43857 nasty comments.

mummy:"eh, if you see this sweet box ah, dont eat the things inside okay. its prawn food."

haha mummy im secretly a prawn have i never told you before :D

you know, hasta la vista from camp rock sounds like any other of those type of songs, except the lyrics are like not up to standard. :X

haha palindromes

tonight i will do the cmps reflections, math worksheet, and i will study japanese. ahh i'm quite worried but not so worried for orals because i've got my speech all memorised. then tomorrow i will start doing all the english/lit/geog things, because there's no training tomorrow!

actually today was quite fun because i didn't get grilled for not doing my english hw properly, but i swear i will get it done before the next lesson! hah and lit for.. 3 hours! at least it was a productive lesson beacuse we analysed shylock's speech and i think my group did it really well. better than the portia speech anyway.

today - cmps, math, japanese
tomorrow - english, lit, geog
wednesday - lit, japanese
thursday - japanese ALL THE WAY
friday - relax.

i have my week all planned out.

look look!
i found the song monsieur levet keeps singing whenever he calls on vanessa to answer a question or something
and its called vanina, not vanessa. hahaha noobz x)

Vanina rappelle-toi
Que je ne suis rien sans toi
Vanina si tu m'oublies
Je serais pour la vie
Seul au monde
Oh ! Mon, mon, mon, mon, monde..
Toi, loin, loin, loin, loin, si loin de toi
Et le monde
N'existe pas
Si tu es loin de moi, loin loin loin de moi
-dave, vanina

haha thats the part levet sings.
and its reaaally offtune.
except the monmonmonmon part x)
it came out in like, the 70s or something. its not bad. x)

Louis: When I was a young fellow, I used to talk to the moon
Lyla: Are you making that up?
Louis: God I haven't done it in a long time.
Lyla: Did it ever talk back?
Louis: Well it used to, now I just find myself sitting up here talking to meself, like a loon
Lyla: well I'm here
Louis: yes...
Lyla: [watching Louis stare at her] what are you looking at?
Louis: you.

quick everybody go watch august rush now
its awesome

I refuse to be part of the strawberry generation!
i have WILLPOWER okay.
im gonna create my OWN generation
better than STRAWBERRY or GEN X or GEN Y
it will be called.. the DURIAN generation
and we will pwnz.
:D

im starting to look forward to french lessons
man yirong told me levet wasnt gonna teach next year cause his contract is not gonna be renewed or something
haha as much as id hate to admit it, he's really not that bad. (:
bext teacher ive come across actually
man im gonna miss his sick jokes next year
he says like a gazillion stupid things every lesson
eg.

"Vanessa, what happened to you! the next time this happens, im going to go to your house, chop off your head and play football with it. and i dont even like football!"
"men and women are equal. one man equal two women."
"Someone wrote an ENGLISH word in their redaction! i will not tell you that she is sitting in the front row, and i will not tell you that she is wearing a blue shirt" -deborah looks exasperated-
"SHERILYN LIEW, QU'EST-CE QUE C'EST PASSE! what bloody happened! i thought you would get more than 75 for your controle!" then he hands me my paper
which i got 80 for
and starts laughing madly

haha i wonder how i can remember these silly things.
anyway
levet dint chop off my head like he said i would last controle if i dint get above 90 for this controle
so thats good
and i really dint expect to do this well so
yay me (:
i feel so inspired now im going to actually OPEN that panorama cd and listen to all the weird people talking in french.
dangit cmps can wait.

i wish i watched the nanny diaries that chris lent me in french with subtitles

i have so many hidden thoughts holed up at the back of my head and they're conflicting and i can't sleep and i can't study properly and i don't want to tell anybody, because these thoughts are really my own, not like a calculator or my toothbrush, but at the same time there are so many thoughts my head feels like it's bursting and i really need to do something to all these thoughts. like, write them down or something. but the problem with writing is that it's so tedious, and i tend to remember those thoughts forever. and memories and thoughts will just keep replaying in my head at night. at least most are happy thoughts. and some are about studying.

hmm english/lit lessons have been getting better and better i don't know but i used to dread them. i think it's mostly because of court sessions and joanne and jinghan. haha. chinese is super fun too because laoshi lets us watch video clips during her block. i've been feeling happier and happier lately even though EYAs and getting closer and closer.

today during cooking we made springrolls! and i ate cookies/cupcakes. and i learnt that cupcake mixture is full of bacteria before it's been ovened which is really !! because someone should've told me earlier before i started eating mixtures which are full of bacteria! i ate almost everything we ate before we cooked it!

haha i think we were the only sec 2 class which didn't get kicked out of class today.

i realised i haven't eaten shihlin chicken in a long time.

after so long i'm still listening to jason mraz. his are the only songs that've been playing on my itunes for more than a month.

my wrist hurts. training on friday, HOW.

time to study/finish up oral speech.

my blogtitle is from phineas and ferb. haha i think im starting to become a disney channel addict or something. the shows are really awesome x)
haha hannah montanah at 9, then wizards of waverly place then zack and cody (<3) i wanna watch :D

sunday was the first zhongqiujie i didnt set a lantern on fire
man, im losing my childhood. (psst even yirong did it)
but it was very nice, i ate alot of mooncake :X
haha before that i went to the gym
i love going to the gym because:
1. there's air con, so however long you run as long as you dont feel too bored you can run forever :D
2. gives you time away from everyone else (haha no one in my family dares to go there, except my brother which i will further elaborate on later)
3. your body will ache like crap the next day and itd feel so good :D (like now, oh my thighs)

anyway, im thinking of going there every week besides doing the core stuff so my stamina wont go down the drain. oh and i went cause my brother wanted to go. haha i think alot of people have heard this before. basially he was a total flop at everything haha x)
and there was this guy (he was called benedict, i saw on the registering sheet thing whatever its called) who was like super show off (like, complete with sleeveless shirt and cool looking shoes and towel) and he wasnt even very fit please.

um thats all. today was a great day
except im very disappointed with my quote recitation
agh >/
but cmps is finally falling into place (haha fine zhiwen owe you for that one) and im happy :D
i think i shall go watch a movie (or gossip girl haha syai) or something before i start on the cmps report. :X

one day im running away from home.
somebody let me come to their house please
im gonna go crazy soon

hey guys (:

third lang today was kind of fun.
i think levet's oral practices do somewhat work, i dont really feel so scared of saying stuff in french anymore.
even though i maybe havent improved at all. :X
hahah third lang might change to one day a week
awesome! (: except id be exhausted after the lesson, cause third lang is like so long and dreary but ah, beats staying back another day yeah. :/

hahaha im starting to think actually, levets a great teacher. he tells all all the cool stuff no other french teacher would. i bet.
e.g. just now he was telling us that he was giving out the FAQ paper, and he was like "FACK paper" and then "what! i didnt say anything!"
and after that he continued to tell us that in greek "to do" was "fac" and "I" was "eu", so in greek to say "I'll do it"/"i do" is "fac eu" hahahaha. x) guess what that sounds like.
i wonder, in like marriages, they have to say i do right? hm.

then we played some retarded game called ni oui ni non. it sounds really silly like NEEWEENEENO. :D so basically you must have this dialogue in french without saying oui or non, so you have to say stuff like "d'accord" and "exactement" and stuff hahah it was really funny (:

school today was alright. i love my group&deskmates dont ever wanna change seats (:
haha during science we had to play some blindfolding game, and i was the blindfolded one.
hahah it was really fun, im sure sarah had loads of fun sniggering at us. x)

Then Peter came to Jesus and asked, "Lord, how many times shall I forgive my brother when he sins against me? Up to seven times?"
Jesus answered, "I tell you, not seven times, but seventy times seven.
"Therefore, the kingdom of heaven is like a king who wanted to settle accounts with his servants. As he began the settlement, a man who owed him ten thousand talents was brought to him. Since he was not able to pay, the master ordered that he and his wife and his children and all that he had be sold to repay the debt.
"The servant fell on his knees before him. 'Be patient with me,' he begged, 'and I will pay back everything.' The servant's master took pity on him, canceled the debt and let him go.
"But when that servant went out, he found one of his fellow servants who owed him a hundred denarii. He grabbed him and began to choke him. 'Pay back what you owe me!' he demanded.
"His fellow servant fell to his knees and begged him, 'Be patient with me, and I will pay you back.'
"But he refused. Instead, he went off and had the man thrown into prison until he could pay the debt. When the other servants saw what had happened, they were greatly distressed and went and told their master everything that had happened.
"Then the master called the servant in. 'You wicked servant,' he said, 'I canceled all that debt of yours because you begged me to. Shouldn't you have had mercy on your fellow servant just as I had on you?' In anger his master turned him over to the jailers to be tortured, until he should pay back all he owed.
"This is how my heavenly Father will treat each of you unless you forgive your brother from your heart."
Matthew 18:21-35

whoa, thats like 490 times. haah i wonder whats the obsession with 7
"forgive your brother from your heart"
gosh i need to keep that in mind.

omgomg

1 Month Of Pure Awsamness??? More Like 1 Month Of Self Reflections XD says:
then this thurs i gt my miobox
free ugly betty season 3
and my sis and i wanna beg my mom to subscribe gossip girl
[in the kway teow rain]violent tendencies((: says:
hahah
ugly betty!
omg you want to watch gossip girl ah
hahaha
1 Month Of Pure Awsamness??? More Like 1 Month Of Self Reflections XD says:
you all say its good, my sis say its good, all my cuzzies say ikts good...i wanna see it for myself
ahha
[in the kway teow rain]violent tendencies((: says:
hahahah omg syai...
how can a guy watch gossip girl!
1 Month Of Pure Awsamness??? More Like 1 Month Of Self Reflections XD says:
GAY!!!!!!!
[in the kway teow rain]violent tendencies((: says:
but its really quite nice lah hahaha
1 Month Of Pure Awsamness??? More Like 1 Month Of Self Reflections XD says:
actually my sis forced me to beg to my mom XDXDXD
but i watch anything
so no worries
XD
[in the kway teow rain]violent tendencies((: says:
hahahahaha
talk about gay man x)
1 Month Of Pure Awsamness??? More Like 1 Month Of Self Reflections XD says:
ahha...gay

hahahahah
syai wants to watch gossip girl.

aaaanyway,
life's good, currently (:
i love school, seriously. i dont know how anybody can hate school. :D
except theres thid lang tomorrow ):
ugh levet
i bet he's gonna dump us with 3756983 surprise tests tomorrow.
he gives like so many that they arent surprising anymore lor.

oh this song is so adorable.

You're a part time lover and a full time friend
The monkey on you're back is the latest trend
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

Here is the church and here is the steeple
We sure are cute for two ugly people
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

We both have shiny happy fits of rage
I want more fans, you want more stage
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

You are always trying to keep it real
I'm in love with how you feel
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

I kiss you on the brain in the shadow of a train
I kiss you all starry eyed, my body's swinging from side to side
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

The pebbles forgive me, the trees forgive me
So why can't, you forgive me?
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you
-Anyone else but you; by i dont know who, it was in juno

haha aaaaaaaanyway i think i need to do my zuowen now
this might be strange from someone who doesnt really seem to care about my marks,not to mention CHINESE marks, but i get really sad when i dont do well
actually its only for chinese i dont know why.
(shh that time i almost cried when i got back this stupid compo which i got 30+ marks, like a few marks away from failing. haha it wasnt even like some exam, i dont know why i got so flustered)
but i guess not being educated in a chinese speaking family really does make a difference
my life is kind of like 0.1% chinese. in chinese lessons. even my grandparents can speak english.
and i got 11 and a half for sihan woohoo
no matter how much i want to improve, chinese really isnt something you can study for so i cant really improve myself or anything
or maybe im not trying

haha i cant believe im getting sad about chinese.

tata, im going to attempt to write a good zuowen now. :D
even though the last 2 that i thought were pretty good, i got 41/70 for one and the other i havent gotten back but i bet itd be around there too

haha im abit amused right now
tonight i will be sleeping on a bed covered with winx club bedsheet
awesam!
haha its not mine by the way. my maid mixed up my bed and my sis' bed
nevermind her bedsheet aint that cool either haha.

i swear jinghan(ong) makes up her own words!

first there was that "great big galoopy" and then there was the "malu-ated" and today there was "hula huba"! no wonder ms ong wants to correct her english. well apparently hula huba was supposed to be hullabaloo, but jinghan mixed it up. (:

just watched (parts of) camp rock, and it really wasn't all that good.

hmm everyone was in a good mood today.

mrs ho is back! she looks different. i tihnk its because of her hair.

haha guess who got 39/50 for english compre even though she skipped question 10 (by accident!) this was really one of my best compres ever!

i feel happy. i think i will sleep early tonight.

omg revelation revelation
belmont= belle mont= belle montagne= beautiful mountain

come on tell me im a genius. :D

haha you know just now when my family went to the old airport road hwaker centre, there was this stall called thesselonia and then they quoted some verse from the bible.
pretty strange for a hawker stall huh. :X

sorry guys for not updating for so long, but i think im losing the motivation to blog.
its kind of waste heh. pardonnez-moi.

At night my mind does not much care
If what it thinks is here or there.
It tells me stories it invents
And makes up things that don't make sense.
I don't know why it does this stuff.
The real world seems quite weird enough.

-calvin&hobbes(:

i have moved! it's quite cool and there are a lot of nice things i could say about it but one bad thing is that i lost my shirt D: my super cool shirt which they just gave to me and there probably isn't any other shirt like it in singapore and i probably won't ever meet them again. ): i blame my brother. put up notices, my father suggests. i would, but i'm afraid the management will take them down.

my dad says we'll probably move again when he finds a bigger house. which he intends to do next year/2 years later. because he says that's when property prices go down. i say, the bigger the better. it means more privacy. nobody will hear me when i start talking to myself. and nobody will hear when my brothers start arguing. and if i drop anything in the carpark, nobody will pick it up and keep it. there wouldn't be a capark anyway.

i need to do english and lit fa. i can do one of them by tonight and do the other tomorrow morning. i'm glad i did both zuowens already.

it would be an awfully big adventure! i really can't wait and i was wondering how we would get around because well we can't drive and we can't fly on wings(my preferred option) and flying on a plane would be costly and now we're taking trains (: i 've always liked taking trains. not mrt trains, but trains with compartments where you sit down and they serve you tea. and you put your luggage above your head.

sometimes i think i can be really quite selfish. but i'm trying.

i will try and hardcore when i get used to going to school again! when CCA stops or something. which is.. week 2. i will study super hard starting week 2! because i need to show them that i'm as good as anyone of them. (this is why i say i'm selfish)

I'd give it all, give anything but i wont give up! :D

ajabshfwkshboom.

today i read in the newspaper about somebody who went on a pilgrimmage from france to somewhere in spain and quit her job and is now spending the rest of her life travelling. it sounds fun, just that i can't do pilgrimmages because i'm not a christian, and i can't spend the rest of my life travelling if i don't have the means to do so. which i don't.

i move tomorrow! D: i don't want to move but i guess it's all for the best because they just can't seem to get along. and i don't think i can finish packing either.

i've been spending the past few days strumming. i need to plan out the rest of the week. i think i'll finish my zuowens today and do my english FA on friday. and lit FA on saturday. i have wednesday to adapt to the new environment and thursday for SL and sunday for grieving.

this is very good when i'm clear about what i want to do! (: