i have so many hidden thoughts holed up at the back of my head and they're conflicting and i can't sleep and i can't study properly and i don't want to tell anybody, because these thoughts are really my own, not like a calculator or my toothbrush, but at the same time there are so many thoughts my head feels like it's bursting and i really need to do something to all these thoughts. like, write them down or something. but the problem with writing is that it's so tedious, and i tend to remember those thoughts forever. and memories and thoughts will just keep replaying in my head at night. at least most are happy thoughts. and some are about studying.

hmm english/lit lessons have been getting better and better i don't know but i used to dread them. i think it's mostly because of court sessions and joanne and jinghan. haha. chinese is super fun too because laoshi lets us watch video clips during her block. i've been feeling happier and happier lately even though EYAs and getting closer and closer.

today during cooking we made springrolls! and i ate cookies/cupcakes. and i learnt that cupcake mixture is full of bacteria before it's been ovened which is really !! because someone should've told me earlier before i started eating mixtures which are full of bacteria! i ate almost everything we ate before we cooked it!

haha i think we were the only sec 2 class which didn't get kicked out of class today.

i realised i haven't eaten shihlin chicken in a long time.

after so long i'm still listening to jason mraz. his are the only songs that've been playing on my itunes for more than a month.

my wrist hurts. training on friday, HOW.

time to study/finish up oral speech.