ahh i need to make new cheers and cheer squad isn't able to meet up ): and nobody's sending me the cheers they made up which probably means i have to make 10? ahh and it's all due 1 november, which is.. saturday. right? right.

need to collect money for treasurer stuff. everyone's bugging me to refund their receipts.

need to finish reading my storybooks before three weeks are up. and they're in chinese, mind.

netcarn tomorrow, we haven't had a single training since.. how long ago?

haven't handed in my recommendation form for OM, don't intend to anymore since auditions were today and they haven't said anything.

mildly annoyed that my father gave me his old phone, (which is an improvement, but still quite lousy) but bought my p5 brother a brand new one. (which is super alot better than mine)

tensions in class were running high because people didn't do dramanite/ACP stuff, got me feeling guilty all over (ahwhoops, but brifge is quite an addiction), but at least it's over.

posteoys is even more stressful than eoys itself. there's RA, auditions, dramanite, netcarn, and this year they decided to spring this ACP thing on us, which is super stress.

we lost 16-3 on monday, but only 11-6 on tuesday, which is quite an improvement. uncle david says we should give them a frightening time on friday, on account that it's halloween. frankly, i doubt i can play, because everyone's going to be coming down, and a lot of people haven't played yet. which means i should go earlier.

grumph.

at least auditions and RA tests are over.

LESS THAN ONE WEEK.

i think i have found inner peace! :D
haha jinghan we have 660 posts instead of your lousy 600 heehee.

ugh i wish i could say the stuff i want to
dont be my friend its not worth it

I will STAND UP AND TAKE ACTION AGAINST POVERTY & INEQUALITY on October 17, 2008. Please join me.

hehe. i'm going to buy my $10 tshirt and whitebands tomorrow.

another complete analysis of my results.

haha see i was doing very well and all my results were being very cool until chinese. haha did i mention how good my science is. i think people sitting around me will be quite sick of hearing about it. when it came to chinese, my really cool GPA with 4.0 for all 4 subjects(history geog math science) just plummeted. agh i'm so sick of failing chinese ): i'm going to read lots of chinese books throughout the holidays. that is, if i don't get sick of chinese during jiang.

and then my lit and english were just okay. just barely okay. see i got 3.2 for english and almost 3.2 for lit. about lit. i'm sort of regretting my decision to take lit next year. if i could, i would change it to geog. see, because then i'll get 4.0s for geog, history, math, physics, chem, and then those would pull up my chinese and social studies and japanese and whatever rubbish i'm going to fail! see i'm actually really quite smart. just shouldn't have taken lit! oh bother.

anyway, i predict 4.0 for geog, history, science, math. 3.2 for lit and english. 2.4 for chinese. and 3.2 for jap. ahh my chinese ):

i really really really want to take geog next year. guh.

today, i had the adventure of a lifetime! on the way home, i was going to take bus 36 to the bus stop outside a condo called taipan grand, just that the g and r dropped off, so now it's just taipan and. but then, horror of horrors! while it was slowly wheeling down marine parade road, the bus turned, and almost went onto the ecp! realization hit me: i was on the way to changi airport! well, i didn't want to go to changi airport. because if i went to changi airport, it'd be more than an hour before i could reach home. so, out of desperation, i pressed the bell/button. it may not seem very useful, since i was already on the way to changi airport, but it was my first reaction. it's what i always do whenever i miss my stop. whoops. sorry. (i always feel this need to apologise whenever i do something not so smart. which is not so often.)

and then, to my surprise there was a bus stop right outside victoria school! the bus stopped at the bus stop. i was so happy that i started dancing and singing. i even kissed the ground when i got off the bus. no, just kidding. that was an exaggeration. but i would have done that if people didn't stare so much. how self-conscious i must be getting! but now i had another problem. how was i going to get home from VS? then i worked out a series of complicated calculations, and used all the mathematical theories i could think of, and deduced that the easiest way to get home was to take a bus. simple answer, right? you should've seen my theories. they would have gotten me into any university i applied for. but then, i didn't see another bus stop inside. excluding the one next to me, that is. besides, i didn't feel like crossing the road for very good reasons. you see, at that time of the day, the position of the sun made it impossible for the other side of the road to receive any shade. so i decided to walk home.

and so, the walk home passed rather uneventfully. oh, i remember seeing a sign on the fence. it said 'careful wet paint'. before i say anything more, i must point out that i wasn't trying to defy anybody. neither was i a hyperactive kid with itchy hands. it was just that, i was a tad too curious about the sign and the hot, hot, super hot rays of the sun. and the fence, of course. we mustn't forget the fence. as my index finger sneaked closer and closer to the fence, i remember wondering to myself what paint smelt like. so i put down my finger and smelt the paint. i couldn't smell anything. but that was just a minor distraction. anyway, i touched the fence with the supposedly wet paint on it. i was sort of relieved that i didn't have green fingers(haha i'm no gardener), but kind of disappointed too. i don't know why. i was expecting it to be wet, i guess.

nothing more happened. i think. but i remember being smug and happy that i could feel a breeze. people in central singapore don't get much wind unless it rains. i am very thankful that i live near east coast park. that's the onshore wind for all you central people out there! i'm quite glad i learnt about the onshore and offshore breezes last year during geog. otherwise i wouldn't be feeling so smug right now.

yes, and when i reached home, i told my brother everything that happened. all he said was 'whatever' and he went back to counting his money. (yes, he really is that miserly. apparently, he spread his money and some poker cards all over the table. and then, when my other brother (rhymes!) was standing near the table, he took a picture of him that made him look like he was gambling.) i felt quite unappreciated so i went to tell my other brother. but he was doing his math homework, so nevermind. at least i have blogger!

i think mercy&justice will be the themes for lit tomorrow! haha because we had an FA on appearancevsreality and we had practice questions on prejudice, and whatever comes out for the FA never comes out for the real exam. i'll even swear by that. what i'm going to do tonight is to go through mercy and justice in detail. and then go through all the significant quotes.

after lit i have nothing to do because i studied history and math(graphs) already! i hope i won't fail chinese. i don't understand why people are studying for science ): it makes me feel left out because i'm not about to study for science, because science is really quite simple.

today, philo was super easy because mr. lim went through everything in class already so i bet everybody in 211 knows how to do it. we'll all pass with flying colours! haha hm. geog was do-able, but my essay didn't have anything statistics, like birth rates and fertility rates and all that. but that's okay, because i think my essay was quite good.

my only problem is passing lit and chinese. it's so ugh because i speak chinese at home (chinese should come naturally to me!) and i always get 17/18 for lit FAs. howell.

"bryon, did i say you can play xbox?"
"did you say i couldnt?"
"YES I DID. this is going to be the last time id have to tell you, NO COMPUTER OR TV OR XBOX UNTIL WEDNESDAY WHEN YOUR PSLE IS OVER. so dont come and tell me again that i did not tell you."
"wahlao! where got such thing one! youre such a BAD mother. this is CHILD ABUSE lah!"
"i dont care--"
"CHILD ABUSE."
"whatever, just--"
"CHILD ABUSE."
-runs away screaming "child abuse!"-

"mummy can you hurry up and drive, im super hungry!"
"wait lah bryon, i must be careful when i drive right!"
"AIYA just hurry up lah, im going to die of starvation any moment now!"
"but you just ate potato chips less than 2 hours ago!"
"whatever lah just hurry up!"

spoilt brat.
when you find out what its really like to starve and to be abused, then you come and say that lah. geez stop being so temperamental man.
i feel kind of sad for my mum.

haha you know despite all i've said i haven't started studying geog yet. i'm glad i'm dropping it next year, even though i just found out how to write really good geog/history essays and my geog GPA happens to be around 4.0 or 3.6. at least i'm still taking history.

and jinghan(ong) said that the new science questions they put up on inet are really hard, and she couldn't some of them, or one of them i can't remember, but i looked through them, and they were quite okay! easier than the pisa thing, but they're do-able. at least i could do all of them.

haha suddenly i just found all my energy that i used to have in sec 1 and i'm listening to all those pop/rock songs again. but most of the songs i listen to are still jason mraz. hrm.

i think i can be quite stubborn and spiteful sometimes. actually, only to my brother. but yesterday, when he got angry at me, even though i never intended to make him angry, he started insulting me. vulgarities and all, and he calls me a lot of not very nice things. i don't say anything back, but i tell him to get out of my room. and then he said that i can't do that because he doesn't kick me out of his homework area when i disturb him and he's not disturbing me. then i said he locked me out, which is the same and he's disturbing me because he's almost shouting and i don't like loud noises. and then he wanted to take the computer and the speakers out. i said he could, but i didn't know how he was going to do that, because i didn't know how to disconnect/reconnect them. and then he made this groaning, grunting, frustrated noise and left. and he's been ignoring me until now. i predict this cold war will continue until sometime tomorrow night.

what shall i be when i grow up!

geogging/jogging.

IVE GOT A BRAND NEW ATTITUDE
AND IM GONNA WEAR IT TONIGHT
IM GONNA GET IN TROUBLE
IM GONNA START A FIGHT
SO, SO WHAT
I AM A ROCKSTAR
IVE GOT MY ROCK MOVES
AND I DONT NEEEEEED YOUUUUUU

haha high song (:

i just got back from a barbecue with my bible study group
man,
i feel extremely bad
because i ate so much today
and exercised so little
and did so little revision
i think im done with geog, starting on history now (:
i dont intend to revise anything else :X
except maybe math, especially graphs
cause i think i might have just failed my fa. heh troubletrouble.

did i mention!
no i didnt
i slept at 9 yesterday
NINE.
and woke up at
NINE.
gosh im such a pig.
i was waiting for my brother to let me use the com, when i stupildy went to lie on my bed and promptly went to sleep. and obviously he wouldnt wake me up, cause he could play more if he didnt.
NINE my goodness! thats earlier than ive slept in like..three years or more!
well. i will stay up today doing history or something to make up for it.

im looking forward to eoys
come to think of it, theyre just miserable little exams
THEN AFTER THAT
we can do anythinggggg i will go and watch 0238579346 movies, havent done that in a looooong time.
and heck my gpa. when i grow up and buy a piece of land in the french countryside and buy cows to graze on the grass and have guitar lessons, i dont think my gpa would matter that much anyway x)

oh heck history i feel like watching a movie now. :D
i think the satay i ate just now might have a slight chance of being halfcooked. :X

oh and my mum/dad/sis all claim that i grind my teeth alot when i sleep.
look.
Psychological factors seem to be associated with bruxism, including:
Anxiety, stress or tension
Suppressed anger or frustration
Aggressive, competitive or hyperactive personality type.
taken from http://www.mayoclinic.com/health/bruxism/DS00337/DSECTION=causes
i rather doubt its the third one.
so i have anxiety/stress/tension/suppressed anger/frustration
haha thats quite true. oh no.
and people who have bruxism (teeth grinding) are called bruxers!

the bruxer says goodbye. :D