i am very worried for SMP because meijun and jinghan already have their mentors all confirmed and stuff, but me and rachel haven't got any interviews yet and it's DECEMBER already D:

i am super bored.

all i do is go for tuition and come home and stone.
on bus 48 of course! bus 48 has potential to become a favourite bus, alongside 36 and 14.

ahh. i think i will go play maplestory. does anyone want to play with me! it's not fun playing by yourself you know.

ha wenyuan see im posting!
anyway, today ill be flying off to taiwan, be back next friday (:
ah so excited.

anyway. short post while my hair dries
wenzday was training!
aiya the usual, damn tiring, i have no stamina.
ran only 5 rounds then stopped cause my stomach was damn pain
jhaskijgho
i have so much to work on ah.
then bathed and ate lunch with banana and yihui
then met wenyuan and went for skyrunner chalet!
that day it was only me wenyuan lydia and her friend glenda
who's a really nice short person. :D
hahah we bought alot of barbecue stuff (like, 80 plus bucks) then watched american idol, played cards (haha i think i suck at every card game theyre just not my thing) and ate instant noodles. :D lydia's mum best lah bring so much stuff for us (:

then we went to ehub which i just discovered is a really cool place
wanted to watch hsm 3 but it wasnt showing :/
pity
wanted to kbox (haha i love singing) but since lydia dint want to then nevermind lor
so we all bought socks and went bowling! :D
haha i think my bowling rocks la
always first ball kena longkang then second ball hit around the middle one
tao yan
so yeah playplayplay then went back to watch the scary chinese csi show then went home

next day, i forgot to set my alarm surprisingly i woke up at 7.50 without an alarm
maybe i sekretly have a body clock
came with yirong to fill waterballoonz
that glenda cannot tie balloon properly one, go and splash on me ):
but it was fun
then glenda went off and we went to escapezxzxzx!
the inverter was in maintenance rah
anyway
i love went n wild lah its damn awesome
my shorts were damn wet after the ride :D
and family coaster OWNZ.
we just everything scream scream scream i think the staff thought we were damn annoying x)
thenlydia's more friends came
clarissa, esmerada and belinda (i think.)
they went to the haunted house ah scary yirong and wenyuan and i just waited outside for them
haha we were waiting at the exit door trying to scare people inside when suddenly the door like burst open and this group of malay boys chionged out and we screamed haha damn funny
ummmm
i cant remember
went to subway to eat
met syai
forgot what else we did
then barbecue
we started the fire two hours early
haha so stupid
in the end not enough charcoal ah
wenyuan's fire fanning ability is ichiban
ohoh we had to spear all the raw stuff before that it was damn slimy and gross especially the chicken wingz ew
then kenji and nelson came
blablabla fire started back up
cookcookcookcook
nelson showed me this show called a litre of tears or something apparently its very sad
if he and ian cried watching it ill ddrain all my tears man x)
then the people all went siaosiao
took a walk with ianyirongwenyuanclarissalydia to pasir ris park
ian's dog bobby is damn awesome
haha at first i was damn scared of it
ITS HUGE.
but then in the end i thought it was very nice lah :D
went back, yirong had to go home ):
they wanted to watch phobia
and as usual wenyuan and i the scaredy cats dint wanna watch it
anyay grace (seow) says my aunt says the bible says you shouldnt watch ghost shows
i think
so we went outside and played cards with jireh ian and max and clarissa
aiya cards again
i went to kaypoh with syai
we watched power rangers/meet dave
sianned around until i had to go home
thanks ian for showing me to the carpark
i bad memory :X

that clarissa kept smsing me even though i told her to stop haha tao yan
she siaosiao one has some obsession with burning stuff. x)

im never going to roll my eyes when my dad says to be careful
okay actually i am. but ill try not to
cause im young and foolish and my judgement cant be trusted

tadah! so mature of me right.

so, im flying to taiwan tomorrow (reminder)
feel free to leave tags about how you cant survive without me in singapore
HINTHINT
its 1.15am i have to wake up at 5.30 D:
and my hair hasnt dried aiya why always like that one

OHYEAH
our chingay makeup nicer than ndp one worhzx.

yay i got my laptop back from my brother!
haha he's been hogging it ever since psle
i havent touched it in like.. a week?
okay maybe less. x)
he says maplestory came up with a new job called the pirate class or something. O:
and im quite annoyed with him cause he really doesnt know how to take care of stuff
my room's a mess as usual, he's been eating chips on the bed again, the laptop screen is dirty as jsgiug, the keys are oily and WORST OF ALL, the 'd' key dropped out! i dont understand how it can drop out, unless he hit it or turned the laptop upside down or something.
i wouldnt be surprised if he did.
now its so hard to press d ):

haha did you know there was this construction company called lian beng group :D

oh i gave up on reading shakespeare
omg its so boring.
i was trying to make my holidays more meaningful by doing educational stuff, so i almost borrowed this french poetry book on monday, cause the library doesnt have kiddy french books.
ha thank goodness i talked myself out of it.
so now im reading the..
super-absorbent biodegradable family-size baby blues!
which yirong kindly lent me (:

netball overnight camp tomorrow exciting. :D
oh and day camp was today.
i made my first toilet trip during a run today ):
its a bad idea cause:
1. youre radiating heat mid-run, and being in an enclosed area like a cubicle is really hot.
2. youre damn sweaty and feel really disgusting
3. hard to get your momentum back.
yep so my 6 rounds round the track was 14+ mins. ahwell.

haha dodgeball was quite fun, jiaming looks damn scary when shes playing
and its good arm training too :D

i got a blueback on my knee after doing the push up clap thing on the bench things ):

on the way home the radio said that car COE prices have dropped to $2.
crazy right.
dropped from $10,000 plus to $2!

and the radio also played this song its veh funny

What did you learn today?
I learned nothin
What did you do today?
I did nothin
What did you learn at school?
I didn't go
Why didn't you go to school?
I don't know

It's cool to know nothin

Television's on the blink
There's nothin on it
I really want a really big coat
With words on it
What do you want for tea?
I want crisps
Why didn't you join the team?
I just didn't

It's cool to know nothin

haha told you its funny! :D

backtracking..
chingay was fun. :D
i think. cant really remember hahah.

zhiwen wants me to go eat breakfast with her next sl again aw man.
(haha you didnt see this, especially if youre zhwen)

okay i changed my mind!
i will be an angry person tonight and expel all my angriness so tomorrow ill be very happy :D
haha cool theory i know

and madagascar 2 is awesome go and watch it!
and dont watch quantum of solace its damn boring.

you know like when you have those kinds of dreams that youre dreaming and you know that its a dream? yeah i had one a few nights ago. it was about ms ong interrogating me in the classroom about stuff i wrote in my farewell letter to her
cause it was inapprioriate or something
and she was really mad
and i was thinking "oh no this cant be happening to me"
then i realised, hey its not! its just a dream! and i forced myself to stop dreaming it and it went away
haha random

haha today my filling decided to drop out while i was eating lunch so i had to survive for.. 5 HOURS WITHOUT FOOD D: and then the dentist drilled out the weird parts of my tooth, put a rubber band in so that the rest of the filling wouldn't drop out, and then filled it in again with more filling.


“你要看我的牙齿吗？”
“不要。”
“好，我给你看。”

hehe my dad is funny.


"the pink one knows no fear!"

my brother is even funnier. there wasn't even anything pink around.

yesterday was class outing! okay more like small friendly group outing because only 12 our of the 32 people in our class turned up, and ms hoo ponned our class outing as well. we called ms hoo and asked her why she wasn't coming, and she said stuff like 'the earliest i can get there is 7+ so i'm not coming', which really doesn't make sense, because we were there until 8+, and then she said 'i'm going into the lift now', and then she hung up.

i met yirong and yifeng at bedok mrt! yifeng got her dad to drop her off at exit B. i never even knew there was an exit B to the place. at first we were planning to go to my house to put down the chicken wings, but yifeng decided not to because she said the chicken wouldn't spoil since there wasn't any sun. so we just took 196 to taonan and walked to macs where hemin was sitting.

haha a lot of people got lost and taxi-ed to macs. only me yifeng yirong rain esther didn't. we sat at macs eating fries and playing bridge. we played speed too, but that was a bad experience. after that we walked to our bbq pit, which was next to a lighthouse. then we started playing in the sand. and sea. it was good, because the sky decided to be all oh-i-might-rain-any-minute-now-but-then-again-i-might-not, which is good because no sun! and no sun=no sunblock, which is good, because i hate sunblock. we played catching too. hehe i cannot run anymore.

we played more bridge and other games and after awhile we started barbecuing. jinni and yifeng got the fire going, and hj maintained it. but after awhile, everyone was OH NO because we didn't put butter/margarine on the chicken, so it stuck to the grill, but we tried to prevent that by plucking it off every few seconds. yes. so bicycles to the rescue! some people rented bicycles for our transport, and we cycled to 7-11 to get emergency bbq supplies. okay i tried riding on the 2-seater bicycle. it was really failure at first, and then claw showed me how to ride it and then it was very fun haha. on the way back form 7-11 i cycled with rain and it was all going very well until i crashed into a dustbin. ah whoops.

anyway the bbq was a succes because everything tasted nice. okay i am very good at roasting marshmallows now! except that one of mine caught fire once. haha. reminds me of the spongebob episode. but my tooth hurt everytime i bit the marshmallow so eating is kind of confined to the left side of my mouth. oh i found out why my tooth hurts. the filling is loose. i can wiggle it around. after eating people decided to play cards.

me and jinni decided to go and walk around the beach. then we just sat down and talked and it was very fun and a little scary because the beach was all dark and there were no lights so we just relied on jinni's handphone light to see things. it was nice and quiet until people realised me and jinni were missing and came to find us, then it was nice and noisy. and someone was saying oh this spot is so romantic next time got boyfriend must bring him here. it was a very nice place though.

then we started talking about how we should have more 1/3classoutings, because that particular 1/3 of our class is super fun and super bonded. and we want more sleepovers and chalets. i told them i was going to buy a beach when i grow up. which is why i want to earn as much money as i can now. or maybe later. and then i said i heard that greece has nice beaches and i asked who wants to go with me to greece and people raised up their hands, so i must remember them when i want to go to greece.

then we walked back to macdonalds. yes. and hemin gave me a lift home (:

yesterday was super fun and if i can i would do it again.

i shall make resolutions for next year while waiting for my hair to dry so i can go sleep
im too lazy to use a hairdryer x)

okay ive made up my mind
next year i will be a hardworking person
i WILL
i will pull up my gpa. never am i going to let it drop below 3.6 again.
i will do all my homework diligently
i will sleep before 1am
i will read all the issues of broader perspectives and lianhezaobao i get (i totally dint read any of them this year :X)
i will put in my best effort and not give an okay piece of work
i will widen my social circle. x)
i will have self control, discipline determination and willpower
i will have more self esteem
i will learn, above all, to trust more in God and have more optimism
because ms ong says she thinks i have potential to do much better
and i think so too!
and i believe her because ms ong doesnt throw words about and not mean it
i just hope shes right

man my hair still hasnt dried.

ah i dont wanna go for chingay later
its tiring making new friends
cant just keep quiet and stone when youre tired
if not theyd think youre a loner and they wont talk to you
i hope andre comes today though. its no fun being the outermost person in the star formation thing

- The person that requested you to do this quiz is ?
jinghan!

-The relationship between you & him/her is ?
oh we're lovers. :D

-The five Expressions bout him/her is ?
crazy, crazy, crazy, crazy, crazier.

-The most memorable time with him/her is ?
hmmmmmmmm i cant decide.

-If both of you became lovers ?
haha but it already happened!

-If both of you became lovers , the room of improvements ?
no improvement?

-If both of you became enemy ?
umm.. i'll write her a letter. which shows how sorry i am, cause i never write letters (suyun should know haha)

-If both of you became enemy , the reason being ?
um.. i made her com crash. :D

-The most desired thing you want to do for him/her is ?
um, no idea.

-Your overall impressions on him/her is ?
AWESOME!

-How do you think the people around you feel for you ?
feel ABOUT me you mean? um ithink they think im awesome too

-The characters that I love about myself are ?
haha characteristics you mean.
im awesome

-What are the characters you hate about yourself ?
no willpower

-The most ideal person you want to be is ?
haha i wont tell you you'll laugh at me.

(i was kidding abotu the lovers thing if you havent realised. :X)

aw man i cant make it for the yog camp on 4-5 or even 18-19 of dec
i have no idea who's going on 11-12
ohwell
have to make new friends again. x)
might as well eh, widen my social circle
okay i'll ask everyone for their msn tonight if i remember. :D

i'm going to keep this year's student handbook, because there are a lot of people and a lot of things that i don't want to forget (: and i'm afraid i might, because there isn't anything else to remind me of 211, except for class photos, which don't really help, because they don't show all the fun we had together.

i am very excited for class chalet because i miss 211 already. we will have fun! then i will go for clueless production! haha (: hj said something about quantum of solace, but i don't really want to go. i'm already running low on cash, because i owe lanqiao $10, esther $2 and cheryl(foo) $10, and i dread asking my dad for more money.

i changed my subj comb form phychemlithist to phychemhistgeog, and i tihnk it was a good decision, because my lit is just shibai. okay. i hope ms ong doesn't find out. whoops.

cheryl and shaowei, if you read this (which i doubt you will) I AM PONNING TRAINING FOR CLUELESS.what a sacrifice for friendship.

jinghan, I HAVE TRAINING ON SUNDAY, and i really don't want to pon 2 trainings in a row, but it's lucky woodlands isn't that far away from toa payoh.

i'm in an ohwhat'sthatisitasquirrelnahkiddingit'satubeofglue kind of mood, because i played with my brother, and it rained just now, and i'm going to watch prince caspian on dvd later, and i still haven't drunk (drunken? drinked?) the hot chocolate that ms ong gave us. wowee.

i would like to clarify that our blog isnt dead, its just in a coma. :D
i made new resolutions for the coming year
and i realised that they were almost exactly the same as last year's, just with more stuff on it
ie i totally dint accomplish last year's goals
):

this holiday imma read alot of english/chinese books in a last ditch attempt to save my marks
ive disappointed my mum so, when she saw my gpa
"3.5! what happened!"
and she kept asking "can appeal or not, go try for some ra leh!"
but she doesnt get it
i cant get in any ra even if my gpa is above 3.6
and so ive been feeling pretty lousy these few weeks
but nevermind, cause i guess ive been blessed enough
for even being in rgs
so sec three here i come!

haha chingay later i hope itll be fun!
james morrison's you make it real is awesome. :D

and so is this!
Running through the monsoon
Beyond the world,
To the end of time,
Where the rain won't hurt
Fighting the storm,
Into the blue,
And when I lose myself I think of you,
Together we'll be running somewhere new
Through the monsoon.
Just me and you
-monsoon, tokio hotel

haha though i dont really get whats so terrible about a monsoon.

have a happy holiday!

i feel angry and sad and cheated and there's nothing to distract me because holidays have started. life will be meaningless for another two months.

i want to tell you what happened on friday night/saturday morning! result of not sleeping enough, really. anyway i came back from training and i started reading my book on my bed. leaning on my stomach kind of thing. and then i started feeling drowsy and i put my head down. the intention was to get up and go and brush my teeth 5 minutes later, but i closed my eyes at 10+ and opened them at around 5 o'clock. at first i was wondering why the lights were still on, and i hadn't changed into my mickey mouse pajamas, but then i realised i fell asleep reading my book. that was quite cool because now i know what it feels like to fall asleep when you're super tired!

okay.

i am finishing my chinese book, which is a relief, after reading it for.. almost 1 week? and it only has 200+ pages, i am quite slow.

waddle is champion house and i am super happy for that (: this must be our golden age hehe. when we go to JC, BW will win all the way! i told seet and she said well done, and then she asked if we had told grace yet. i don't know. but i guess someone must have told her. can't wait for A levels to be over, because then they'd start coming for training ):

i think i'm going to die next year. there's 3rd lang, house comm, training, guitar (SYF year), phy RA (maybe) and OM/SMP (maybe). thank goodness i have.. what, 136 CIP hours? okay. ms may tan is sure to make me drop FPS.

goodbye dinner time.