Up to the platform of surrender
I was brought but I was kind
And sometimes I get nervous
When I see an open door
Close your eyes, clear your heart
Cut the cord
Are we human or are we dancers?

I AM SO A DANCER BABY.
hahah you might know what im talking about
the prospect of it scares me really

hahaha responsibility is a scary thing.
and ama says they wont choose natural leaders cause itd be too in their comfort zone
so what it means im not a natural leader?
i will talk to my mummy about it tonight
but NEVERMIND osl is about service anyway I WILL LEARN

match against ij was cancelled today
postponed to tomorrow
ohwell so much for culottes day cant swish around in them for long gotta change into that stuffy jersey again ):

and what do i get out of all this time spent fun sacrificed
lets face it no offence or anything but not much
oh i feel like an awful person for just having said that
the people are great at least (:
gotta find my purpose again (for the 023759035th time)

my dad insisted on driving all the way to kallang from east coast to get my sis a macdonalds icecream cone
he insisted on buying expensive tea for her at the nuss guild house too until i gave mine up to her
and he thought it was perfectly fine that after she mixed in the sugar and milk she didnt wanna drink it anymore
psht yeah right you dont have favourites
my siblings need anger management

auhsekjghrkeg at least my studies are finally getting back on track for now
hahaha

I don't know about tomorrow;
I just live from day to day.
I don't borrow from its sunshine
For its skies may turn to grey.
I don't worry o'er the future,
For I know what Jesus said.
And today I'll walk beside Him,
For He knows what is ahead.

Many things about tomorrow
I don't seem to understand
But I know who holds tomorrow
And I know who holds my hand.

Every step is getting brighter
As the golden stairs I climb;
Every burden's getting lighter,
Every cloud is silver-lined.
There the sun is always shining,
There no tear will dim the eye;
At the ending of the rainbow
Where the mountains touch the sky.



i hope the tao nan outing/chalet thing materialises
if its a chalet i will stay overnight regardless of what my mummy says >D